The Notorious Suicidal Thoughts Lyrics

(ring, ring)

(hello? aw s___, n____. what the f___ time is it, man?
Oh God d___. n____ do you know what time it is?
Aw s___, what the f___s goin on? you alright?
Aw, n____ what the f___ is wrong wit you? )

When I die, f___ it I wanna go to hell
Cause Im a piece of s___, it aint hard to f___in tell
It dont make sense, goin to heaven wit the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black tims and black hoodies
God will probably have me on some real strict s___
No sleepin all day, no gettin my d___ licked
Hangin with the goodie-goodies loungin in paradise
f___ that s___, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin to my mother, even stealin out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wished she got a f___in abortion
She dont even love me like she did when I was younger
Suckin on her chest just to stop my f___in hunger
I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
My babies mothers 8 months, her little sisters 2
Whos to blame for both of them (naw n____, not you)
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the magnum to my head, threaten to pull s___
And squeeze, until the beds, completely red
Im glad Im dead, a worthless f___in buddah head
The stress is buildin up, I cant,
I cant believe suicides on my f___in mind
I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is f___in callin me
Naw you wouldnt understand (n____, talk to me please)
You see its kinda like the crack did to pookie, in new jack
Except when I cross over, there aint no comin back
Should I die on the train track, like remo in beatstreet
People at the funeral frontin like they miss me
My baby momma kissed me but she glad Im gone
She knew me and her sista had somethin goin on
I reach my peak, I cant speak,
Call my n____ chic, tell him that my will is weak.
Im sick of n____s lyin, Im sick of b____es hawkin,
Matter of fact, Im sick of talkin.
(bang)
(hey yo big...hey yo big)