Esham Make Me Wanna Holla Lyrics

[Esham talking]
The wicketshit continues
After I told these n____z to stay off my d___
They still on my d___ trying to bite the wicketshit
n____z still wanna know what Esham mean
Esham stands for East Side Hoes And Money
That's what I'm all about
But for all y'all n____z bitin the wicketshit
And tryin to bite the style
I want you to think about one thing
[Samples Rakim]
Remember me? The one you gotcha idea from

Back in this b____... yo for the 9-4
I gotta let these n____z know once again
That I'm comin like this
They said the wicketshit was dead (dead)
Some ol' wicketshit ain't never dead
I gotta let y'all hoes know I'm comin back on yo a__

I stopped believing in god about a year ago
In god I can't trust but uh you don't hear me though
Cause my life in the sunshine ain't sunny
A suicidalist
My memory's on the bliss
But can you really dig what I dug if I drug
The life of a thug caught a .45 slug
I wish I was dead
But I'm f___ed up in the head
Cause I'm kinda hesitant to kill myself
But I hate life
Life ain't nothin but money
And it ain't funny when your honey gets runny
I wish I was down but my mind spins round and around
And how many times can dead bodies be found
But you don't understand the tales of a madman
Unholy comin at your a__ once again
Amen, and I don't give a f___ though
Sometimes I feel like giving up yo
It makes me wanna holla

chorus 2x

[samples prince]
(samples Snoop Dogg)

[I feel like givin up]
(Make make me wanna make make me wanna holla)
[When ever my sunshine turns to rain]
(Make me wanna holla cause my dollas come in ozones)

[Esham]
It makes me wanna holla
Life comes in dollas
Doin dirt like ring around the collar
I'll a
Can't get paid if I ain't got a trade
I dropped outta school, now who got played
A fool, I'm just tryna get mine
I'm sick a seein my moms in the welfare line
A n____, I grew up in the ghetto
I live in the ghetto
I'm never gonna get out the ghetto
The place where black folks die
And slangin them cracks is a way to get by
There's nothin else a n____ can do
And f___ the police because they only protect you
You wouldn't understand unless you was a black man
God d___
It makes me wanna holla

chorus

[Esham]
I'm still feelin funny ways
On them sunny days when my honey plays
The money stays
Days go by and things seem to get no better
Now the b____ wanna leave, I let her
I don't sweat her
Cause it ain't in my nature
Bringing out the worst in me, I think I hate ya
I can't deal with it hoe
I gotta stay real with it though
Swo yo
My minds spinnin cause I'm drinkin that gin and juice
Tryna forget about you, b____
You can call me crazy
When every other n____ in the hood is a crack baby
Maybe one day I'll be dead
Bleedin in the sunshine hole in my head
That's all a n____ need
f___ a b____ stankin a__ p____ always wanna bleed
I don't need that hoe
Not in my life
Not now
Yo no
It makes me wanna holla

chorus

[Esham]
It makes me wanna holla
Cause life ain't nothin but a joke
Down in the ghetto
Smellin the gunsmoke
When every other b____ is on this d___
I'm trying not to be a statistic
It's hard, I can't get a job
Mo n____z robbin
I'm steady mobbin
They tell a n____ to look on the bright side
It ain't the black side, must be the white side
I gotta watch my back in case cops wanna act up
Get ya punk a__ smacked up
Cause I know you wanna kill me
Cause I know yo a__ feel me
It makes me wanna holla

chorus