Mesh-29 Close My eyes Lyrics

If you were I then I'd be right and you'd be fine
and all the s___ you blame me for
I 'd leave behind
This record's on repeat and now
it's all worn out
a tired song of what went wrong
when I was right
but I'm afraid there is no other way
and I'm scared that I'll be nothing
'cause when I close my eyes
I want to be somebody else
and if I spoke my mind
I'd be the one you're leaving out
and now I'm tired, I'm tired of letting go
tied up and left to sit alone
too late 'cause now I'm on my own
She turns her head to say good night
just one more time
the conversation ends
she sleeps just one more time
but I'm afraid there is no other way
and I'm scared that I'll be nothing
'cause when I close my eyes
I want to be somebody else
and if I spoke my mind
I'd be the one you're leaving out
and now I'm tired, I'm tired of letting go
tied up and left to sit alone
too late 'cause now I'm on my own