Lament Christ Aposent Lyrics

I'll see my real life still, still sad and alone
Sadness dreams worlds in pain...and whisper, and whisper
My sleeping soul...
Why I can feel all sorrow strenght ?!!!
If I've walked through pain...
Nothing brings me joys at all...
Silently I've found all my joy ...
Dying feebly like dismay dying there...
Melancholic songs are lost...
Nothing cheers me all is gone away... I must die!
With sadden eyes I wander longing through black tears
Autumn fields velvet dreams, but withered is my will as I die!
In darkness my grief tumble down on thorns
Behold them all my will is unchained into a cruel dark...
Obstinating my soul on this pain is not I used to shrief
But life ended... for me there's no trials... As I die!
I find suffering in those seas descend tearing me down
On shadows through a far away aposent...
Into the belfry of sadness I wail you...