Between the lies
I realize
This is what I've become

Familiar face
Misguided ways
Is this where I belong

I'm under pressure I create
There is no settling down
I become everything I hate

Built a machine
Such never seen
No use but a hell of a noise

So I would never need to scream

Is it me I try to be
So hopelessly
My actions have become
My drugs
Who I know, who I trust
Who I disgust
Is this a disposition?

Crystal clear
No one else to fear

My blood is up
Loud as my machine
Second thoughts
Silence, now

Destruction
Is a pleasure
Destruction
My relief

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