Nightmare Shian Lyrics

Itsukara miushinai itsumade tsuzuku darou
tada kurikaeshita oroka na zaregoto
shiranu mani nakushita yuru ga nai hazu no yume
mou hikikaesenu jidai ni suterareta inu

Fuwari fuwari yoru wo kazoeta soko ni imi wo motome nagara

Ikite iku koto no munashisa ni jibun wo kirikizanda
mirai mo genjitsu mo wakaranai mama kisetsu wa nagareta

Itsuka no yume wo mita mabushiku waratteita
mou muku ano hi no you ni waraenai
fuini toorinuketa kareha majiri no reiki
nokosareta jikan no mijikasa ni kizuita

Fuwari fuwari ochiru konayuki boku ni nani ga dekiru no ka

Soshite deau kimi no mabushisa ni k__oru sora hi ga sashita
kogareru hodo tooku hanareteiku no wa naze?

Kimi ni deaeta tada soredake de
ikite mitaku oboeta reikoku na hodo
kawaranai kyori [GARASU] no ura no koi
k__oridasu sora kasumi yuku kimi
mata hajimaru imi no nai yuganda hibi ga...

English:

From when did i lose track?
I wonder when this will continue till
Just silly theatrical words repeated
Lost when i was unaware.
The dream i'd thought unshakable
Already unable to return,
I am the dog abandoned in an era.
Softly, i counted the nights, while wishing in there for a meaning.
In the futility of trying to live on, i cut myself to pieces
Without understanding the future nor reality, the seasons have passed (me by)
I saw the dream of sometime, laughing dazzlingly
Already, i cannot laugh just as innocently as on that day
I passed through like that - the chill mingled with the withered leaves
In the shortness of the time left behind,
I found out the powdered snow falls softly - what can it do to me?
And then I meet your dazzling beauty you shone through the cloudy sky
Why are we separated so far despite the intense longing?
Our paths had crossed, and that was it.
I could think of trying to live on, despite the heartless
unchanging distance, the love encased in glass
the sky that starts to cloud up, you, gone in the mists
they begin again, the absence of meaning, the distorted days...