There was no reason left to find
No explanation more than mine
I had to tell you
How much I wanted you to try and get me right
My killer ego got me high
And I got down and left my shrine
I had to find you
Say that I'm sorry for every time I let you down

There will be nights to call for death with soft names
Nights to let our youth grow pale

I had a train to take me home
Through station lights and falling snow I had to focus
a__emble armies of guilt with which to pay my loans, self reliant
Like a cat you took the blame and gave it back
You were so full of joyless daylight
You need darkness first and last

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