Tabitha's Secret Forever December (& Dizzy) Lyrics

I reach within my isolation
I harbor it, I honor it
You say you'd like to see me closer
Of course you would, you have no choice

And I cry cause the weather has gotten to me
And I laugh at the people that I can't be all their lives
Silly pictures

Hey now now now, hey now hey baby
Baby's getting older
Hey now now now, hey now hey baby
The tide is turning, turning us away

You build the wall I'll build the fountain
We'll wrestle it, we'll conquer it
I think we'll live to see the mountain
Of course we will we have no choice

And I cry cause the weather has gotten to me
And I laugh at the people that I can't be all their lives
Silly pictures

Hey now now now, hey now hey baby
Baby's getting older, baby's getting older
Hey now now now, hey now hey baby
The tide is turning, don't turn me away

And it wont take long, we both knew this
Well I wasn't quite prepared
For my center of dying, the heart of your pain
All my words get lost and I cant speak
Got my head stripped down well I get weak
And the words fall out like forever december
But soon it won't matter cause she wont mean nothing

And I cry cause the weather has gotten to me
And I laugh at the people that I can't be all their lives
Pretty pictures

Hey now now now, hey now hey baby
Baby's getting older, baby's getting older
Hey now now now, hey now hey baby
The tide is turning, turning us away

Dizzy

Outside the sky is fallin
People dodging raindrops staying dry
Inside I never gave a d___ about those outside people anyway
They hurt me, they don't even know who I am
Inside there's no rainbows
Inside I'm tryin, I'm trying, I try
Try to clear my head
Outside when the rain is drying
Inside I'm dying
Cuz in here I'm staring at the rings my coffee cup has made on the table
cuz in here I know I know I know that this is as good as it gets
and in time I hope to be the one that talks the other men
Until then I count the cracks on the wall until it's time to lay my head
Inside I play with shadows
Inside I know I know I know that I'll feel this way all day
and outside there's hope for trying
and inside I'm dying
You walk before me
and Lord knows I can't follow
you walk behind me and I don't think I can lead
You walk around me, please don't walk around me
cuz you know how dizzy I get