deadman oboreru sakana Lyrics

Please mother mou taerarenai ikura matte mo nakikuzure mabuta wo fusagu shimatsu
Daddy iki ga dekinai ikura naite mo suiryuu ga hai no naka wo mitasu dake

For give me ask of god inoru shika sube wa nai
Help me ask of god inoru shika sube wa nai

Please mother mitsukaru mae ni mou ikanakucha te ga furue miruku wo kobosu shimatsu
Daddy iki ga dekinai hisuterikkuna itami ga karadajuu wo mitasu dake

For give me ask of god sugaru shika sube wa nai
Help me ask of god sugaru shika sube wa nai

Tobioriru made no jiseki ni naka wa kowarehatete
Suisou wa guruguru mawaru suisou wa guruguru mawaru
Kunou no hate ni mukerareta jisai sou daro mother

Please mata onaji akumu keiren okosu wakideru chi tsuibamareteru shimatsu
Darling kuroi chi no umi f__aku shizunde mizutori no sakebi ni mezameru dake

For give me ask of god inoru shika sube wa nai
Help me ask of god inoru shika sube wa nai

Oshitsubusareteru jiseki ni naka wa kowarehatete
Suisou zerii oboreteru suisou zerii oboreteru
Kunou no hate ni mukerareta scissor sou daro mother
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Please mother I can't take it anymore
No matter how long I wait I break down and cry The moment I close my eyes
Daddy I can't breathe
No matter how much I cry The water is filling my lungs

"Forgive me" I ask of God There's nothing left but to pray
"Help me" I ask of God There's nothing left but to pray

Please mother I have to leave before they find me
My hands are shaking, I spill the milk
Daddy I can't breathe
A violent pain is filling my body

"Forgive me" I ask of God There's nothing left but to beg
"Help me" I ask of God There's nothing left but to beg

The moment before jumping down My nerves are torn apart by self-condemnation
The water tub is turning round and round The water tub is turning round and round
Suicide pointing to the end of distress Isn't it so, mother?

Please The same nightmare again Makes me convulse Blood is spurting out The moment I'm lifted up
Darling A black sea of blood I'm sinking deeper and deeper To be awakened by the cries of birds

"Forgive me" I ask of God There's nothing left but to pray
"Help me" I ask of God There's nothing left but to pray

My nerves are torn apart by a crushing self-condemnation
I'm drowning in a pool of jelly I'm drowning in a pool of jelly
A pair of scissors pointing to the bounds of distress Isn't it so, mother?

Notes:
1. I tried to stick to the original refrain as much as possible, even if it sounds a bit "Engrish".
2. I honestly don't know what Mako means with spilling the milk...
3. "Birds" in the 6th strophe is actually "waterfowl" in the original

Translation taken from: ~Heaven's Door~
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