Blues Traveler Bullshitter's Lament Lyrics

I walked clean through the party without a sin put to my name
Then they got to know me, then all the sins they came
To fruition's visibility, I suppose them always there
Back when no one knew me, I saw no need to care
But now such luxury is gone, and I've got to do my part
And the faces that I know know me have laid claim to my heart
Like speculated real estate their investment should do well
But me I've bought a ticket, an express train straight to--well...

Well perhaps that is self-pity, but I'm remembering a dream
Some d___ thing about lost love...how foggy it does seem
So now I wade in muck and mire, and they tell me that it's fun
But all it does for me is make me ask, "When will it all be done?"
Please don't be mad, I'm sorry, and it's just the way I feel
But it's hard enough to spot the lie and figure out the real
So I maintain and ply my wares, and have my goods to sell
And say to those who gawk and stare, "I'll see you all in hell!"