And it's been awhile, since I could hold my head up high.
And it's been awhile, since I first saw you.
And it's been awhile, since I could stand on my own two feet again.
And it's been awhile, since I could call you.

And everything I can't remember, as f___ed up as it all may seem.
The consequences that I've rendered, I've stretched myself beyond my means.

It's been awhile, since I can say that I wasn't addicted, and,
it's been awhile, since I can say I love myself as well and,
it's been awhile since I've gone and f___ed things up, just like I always do.
And it's been awhile, but all that s___ seems to disappear when I'm with you.

And everything I can't remember, as f___ed up as it all may seem.
The consequences that I've rendered, I've gone and f___ed things up again.

Yeah....

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away.
Just one more peaceful day.

And it's been awhile, since I could look at myself straight.
And it's been awhile, since I said I'm sorry.
And it's been awhile, since I've seen the way the candles light your face.
And it's been awhile, but I can still remember just the way you taste.

And everything I can't remember, as f___ed up as it all may seem, to be, I know it's me.
I cannot blame this on my father, he did the best he could for me.

And it's been awhile, since I could hold my head up high.
And it's been awhile, since I said I'm sorry.

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