Trainspotting Danny Boyle Lyrics
RENTON
(voice-over)
Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a f___ing big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers.
RENTON(v.o)
Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.
RENTON(v.o)
Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of f___ing fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit-crushing game shows, stuffing f___ing junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, f___ed-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life.
Renton is hit straight in the face by the ball. He lies back on the astroturf. Voice-over continues.
But who would I want to do a thing like that?
RENTON(v.o)
I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who need reasons when you've got heroin?
SICK BOY
Goldfinger's better than Dr. No. Both of them are a lot better than Diamonds are Forever a judgement reflected in its relative poor showing at the box office, in which field, of course, Thunderball was a notable success.
RENTON(v.o)
People think it's all about misery and desperation and death and all that s___e, which is not to be ignored, but what they forget -
is the pleasure of it. Otherwise we wouldn't do it. After all, we're not f___ing stupid. At least, we're not that f___ing stupid. Take the best o_____ you ever had, multiply it by a thousand and you're still nowhere near it. When you're on junk you have only one worry: scoring. When you're off it you are suddenly obliged to worry about all sorts of other s___e. Got no money: can't get pished. Got money: drinking too much. Can't get a bird: no chance of a ride. Got a bird: too much hassle. You have to worry about bills, about food, about some football team that never f___ing winds, about human relationships and all the things that really don't matter when you've got a sincere and truthful junk habit.
SICK BOY
I would say, in those days, he was a muscular actor, in every sense, with all the presence of someone like Cooper or Lancaster, but combined with a sly wit to make him a formidable romantic lead, closer in that respect to Cary Grant.
RENTON(v.o)
The only drawback, or at least the principal drawback, is that you have to endure all manner of c___s telling you that -
BEGBIE
No way would I poison my body with that s___e, all they f___ing chemicals, no f___ing way.
TOMMY
It's a waste of your life, Rents, poisoning your body with that s___e.
FATHER
Every chance you've ever had, you've blown it, stuffing your veins with that filth.
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GAV
Get off that stuff, Rents and get a job. It's not as bad as it looks. While you're here, you don't fancy buying a cooker, do you?
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RENTON(v.o)
From time to time, even I have uttered the magic words.
SWANNEY
Are you serious?
RENTON
Yeah. No more. I'm finished with that s___e.
SWANNEY
Well, it's up to you.
RENTON
I'm going to get it right this time. Going to get it set up and get off it for good.
SWANNEY
Sure, sure. I've heard it before.
RENTON
The Sick Boy method.
They both look at Sick Boy
SWANNEY
Yeah, well, it surely worked for him.
RENTON
He's always been lacking in moral fibre.
SWANNEY
He knows a lot about Sean Connery.
RENTON
That's hardly a substitute.
SWANNEY
you'll need one more hit.
RENTON
No, I don't think so.
SWANNEY
To see you through the night that lies ahead.
Freeze Frame on Swanney.
RENTON(v.o)
We called him the mother superior on account of the length of his habit. He knew all about it. On it, off it, he knew it all. Of course I'd have another shot: after all, I had work to do.
INT. RENTON'S FLAT ROOM. DAY
The door opens and Renton enters carrying shopping bags. He empties them on to a mattress beside three buckets and a television.
RENTON
(v.o)
Relinquishing junk. Stage One: preparation. For this you will need: one room which you will not leave; one mattress; tomato soup, ten tins of; mushroom soup, eight tins of, for consumption cold; ice cream, vanilla, one large tub of; Magnesia, Milk of, one bottle; paracetamol; mouth wash; vitamins; mineral water; Lucozade; p___ography; one bucket for urine, one for feces, and one for vomitus; one television; and one bottle of Valium, which I have already procured, from my mother, who is, in her own domestic and socially acceptable way, also a drug addict.
Renton swallows several Valium tablets. Voice-over continues.
And now I'm ready. All I need is a final hit to soothe the pain while the Valium takes effect.
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INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Swanney, Sick Boy, Spud and Allison and Baby all lie inert while the telephone rings.
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INT. CALL BOX. DAY
Renton curses as he slams down the receiver. He dials again.
RENTON
Mikey. It's Mark Renton. Can you help me out?
INT. MIKEY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton holds two opium suppositories in the palm of his hand.
RENTON
(v.o)
This was typical of Mikey Forrester.
(on screen)
What the f___ are these?
(v.o)
Under the normal run of things I would have had nothing to do with the c___, but this was not the normal run of things.
MIKEY
Opium suppositories. Ideal for your purpose. Slow release, like. Bring you down gradually. Custom f___ing designed for your needs.
RENTON
I want a f___ing hit.
MIKEY
That's all I've got: take it or leave it.
Renton sticks his hand down the back of his trousers and sticks the suppositories into his r_____.
Feel better now?
RENTON
For all the good they've done me I might as well have stuck them up my a___.
He smiles.
EXT. STREET. DAY
RENTON
(v.o)
Heroin makes you constipated. The heroin from my last hit is fading away and the suppositories have yet to melt. I am no longer constipated.
He looks around the local amenities. He is in discomfort, clutching his abdomen and falling to his knees.
He notices a betting shop.
INT. BETTING SHOP. DAY
Renton walks through the crowded, smoky betting shop towards a door marked 'toilet' with a bit of card.
RENTON
(v.o)
I fantasize about massive pristine convenience.
He stumbles through.
(v.o)
Brilliant gold taps, virginal white marble, a seat carved from ebony, a cistern full of Chanel No. 5, and a flunky handing me pieces of raw silk toilet roll. But under the circumstances I'll settle for anywhere.
INT. HORRIBLE TOILET. DAY
This is the most horrible toilet in Britain.
Alone, Renton makes his way through the horrors to a cubicle.
INT. HORRIBLE TOILET CUBICLE. DAY
Renton locks the door.
He looks into the bowl and winces with disgust, even in his state.
He pulls the chain. The chain comes off.
He drops his trousers, sits on the bowl and closes his eyes.
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MONTAGE
A lorry on a building site dumps a load of bricks, B52's shed their load on Vietnam, the Blue Peter elephant, etc.
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INT. CUBICLE. DAY
Renton has his eyes closed. They snap open.
He looks down between his legs.
He drops to his knees in front of the bowl and rolls his sleeve up.
With no more hesitation he plunges his arm into the bowl and trawls for the suppositories.
It seems to take ages. He cannot find them. He sticks his arm further and further into the toilet, moving his whole body close. He strains to find it.
His head is over the bowl now. Gradually he reaches still further until his head is lowered into the bowl, followed by his neck, torso, other arm, and finally his legs, all disappearing.
The cubicle is empty.
INT. UNDER WATER. DAY
Renton, dressed as before, swims through murky depths until he reaches the bottom, where he picks up the suppositories, which glow like luminous pearls, before heading up towards the surface again.
INT. HORRIBLE TOILET CUBICLE. DAY
The toilet is empty.
Suddenly Renton appears through the bowl, then his arms as he lifts himself out. Still clasping his two suppositories, he walks out of the toilet.
INT. RENTON'S ROOM. DAY
The mattress, buckets and supplies are laid out as before.
The door opens and Renton enters, still soaking and dripping.
The suppositories are in his hand. He holds them up, and they twinkle in the light.
RENTON
Now. Now I'm ready.
INT. RENTON'S ROOM. DAY
The cans of soup, the bottle of water, and the carton of ice cream are empty, the bottle of pills spilt, the magazines well thumbed.
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SICK BOY
You Only Live Twice?
RENTON
Nineteen-sixty-seven.
SICK BOY
Running time?
RENTON
One hundred and sixteen minutes.
SICK BOY
Director?
RENTON
Lewis Gilbert.
SICK BOY
Screenwriter?
RENTON
Eh - Ian Fleming?
SICK BOY
f___ off! He never wrote any of them.
RENTON
OK, so who was it, then?
SICK BOY
You can look it up.
Sick Boy throws across a worn copy of a film guide.
Renton cannot be bothered to pick it up.
How are you feeling since you came off the skag? For myself, I'm bored.
RENTON
Who wrote it?
SICK BOY
But you're looking better, it has to be said. Healthier. Radiant even.
RENTON
You don't know, do you?
SICK BOY
And I wondered if you'd care to go to the park tomorrow.
RENTON
The park?
SICK BOY
Tomorrow afternoon. Usual set-up.
RENTON
Who wrote it?
SICK BOY
Roald Dahl.
RENTON
Roald Dahl. f___ me.
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EXT. PARK. DAY
Typical weather, neither good nor bad. The park is nondescript arid green with a few bushes. This is not Kew Gardens. Renton and Sick Boy appear, dressed as before but for the addition of cheap sunglasses.
Renton is carrying a battered old cassette player and a carry-out in a plastic bag.
Sick Boy is carrying a small, tatty suitcase from Oxfam.
They scan the horizon and give each other the nod. They walk towards the bushes.
RENTON
(v.o)
The down side of coming off junk was that I knew I would need to mix with my friends again in a state of full consciousness. It was awful: they reminded me so much of myself I could hardly bear to look at them. Take Sick Boy, for instance, he came off junk at the same time as me, not because he wanted too, you understand, but just to annoy me, just to show me how easily he could do it, thereby downgrading my own struggle. Sneaky f___er, don't you think? And when all I wanted to do was lie along and feel sorry for myself, he insisted on telling me once again about his unifying theory of life.
EXT. PARK. DAY
Seen through the telescopic sight of an air rifle that wanders over various potential targets (children, pensioners, couples, gardeners, etc.).
SICK BOY
It's certainly a phenomenon in all walks of life.
RENTON
What do you mean?
SICK BOY
Well, at one time, you've got it, and then you lose it, and it's gone for ever. All walks of life: George Best, for example, had it and lost it, or David Bowie, or Lou Reed -
RENTON
Some of his solo stuff's not bad.
SICK BOY
No, it's not bad, but it's not great either, is it? And in your heart you kind of know that although it sounds all right, it's actually just s___e.
RENTON
So who else?
SICK BOY
Charlie Nicholas, David Niven, Malcolm McLaren, Elvis Presley. -
RENTON
OK, OK, so what's the point you're trying to make?
EXT. PARK. DAY
Sick Boy rests the gun down.
SICK BOY
All I'm trying to do is help you understand that The Name of the Rose is merely a blip on an otherwise uninterrupted downward trajectory.
RENTON
What about The Untouchables?
SICK BOY
I don't rate that at all.
RENTON
Despite the Academy award?
SICK BOY
That means f___ all. The sympathy vote.
RENTON
Right. So we all get old and then we can't hack it any more. Is that it?
SICK BOY
Yeah.
RENTON
That's your theory?
SICK BOY
Yeah, Beautifully f___ing illustrated.
RENTON
Give me the gun.
EXT. PARK. DAY Through the sight again. This time a Skinhead and his muscle-bound dog are in view.
Sick Boy and Renton talk like Sean Connery.
SICK BOY
Do you see the beast? Have you got it in you sights?
RENTON
Clear enough, Moneypenny. This should present no significant problem.
The gun fires and the dog yelps, jumps up and bites its owner (the Skinhead).
SICK BOY
For a vegetarian, Rents, you're a f___ing evil shot.
EXT. PARK. DAY
Renton loads up again.
RENTON
(v.o)
Without heroin, I attempted to lead a useful and fulfilling life as a good citizen.
INT. CAFÉ. DAY
Two milkshakes clink together.
Renton and Spud and seated at a booth, dressed in their own fashion for job interviews.
RENTON
Good luck, Spud.
SPUD
Cheers.
RENTON
Now remember --
SPUD
Yeah.
RENTON
If they think you're not trying, you're in trouble. First hint of that, they'll be on to the DSS, 'This c___'s no trying' and your Giro is f___ing finished, right?
SPUD
Right.
RENTON
But try too hard --
SPUD
And you might get the f___ing job.
RENTON
Exactly.
SPUD
Nightmare.
RENTON
It's a tightrope, Spud, a f___ing tightrope.
SPUD
My problem is that I tend to clam up. I go dumb and I can't answer any questions at all. Nerves on the big occasion, like a footballer.
RENTON
Try this.
Renton unfolds silver foil to reveal some amphetamine. Spud dips in a finger and takes a dab. He nods in appreciation as he tastes it. Renton leaves the packet in Spud's hand.
SPUD
A little dab of speed is just the ticket.
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INT. INTERVIEW OFFICE. DAY
A Woman and Two Men (1 and 2) are interviewing Renton. His job application form is on the desk in front of them.
MAN 1
Well, Mr. Renton, I see that you attended the Royal Edinburgh College.
RENTON
Indeed, yes, those halcyon days.
MAN 1
One of Edinburgh's finest schools.
RENTON
Oh, yes, indeed. I look back on my time there with great fondness and affection. The debating society, the first eleven, the soft know of willow on leather --
MAN 1
I'm an old boy myself, you know?
RENTON
Oh, really?
MAN 1
Do you recall the school motto?
RENTON
Of course, the motto, the motto --
MAN 1
Strive, hope, believe and conquer.
RENTON
Exactly. Those very words have been my guiding light in what is, after all, a dark and often hostile world.
Renton looks pious under scrutiny.
MAN 2
Mr. Renton --
RENTON
Yes.
MAN 2
You seem eminently suited to this post but I wonder if you could explain the gaps in your employment record?
RENTON
Yes, I can. The truth -- well, the truth is that I've had a long-standing problem with heroin addiction. I've been know to sniff it, smoke it, swallow it, stick it up my a___ and inject it into my veins. I've been trying to combat this addiction, but unless you count social security scams and shoplifting, I haven't had a regular job in years. I feel it's important to mention this.
There is silence.
A paper clip crashes to the floor.
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INT. OFFICE. DAY
The same office. The same team are interviewing Spud.
SPUD
No, actually I went to Craignewton but I was worried that you wouldn't have heard of it so I put the Royal Edinburgh College instead, because they're both schools, right, and we're all in this together, and I wanted to put across the general idea rather than the details, yeah? People get all hung up on details, but what's the point? Like which school? Does it matter? Why? When? Where? Or how many O grades did I get? Could be six, could be one, but that's not important. What's important is that I am, right? That I am.
MAN 1
Mr. Murphy, do you mean that you lied on your application?
SPUD
Only to get my foot in the door. Showing initiative, right?
MAN 1
You were referred here by the Department of Employment. There's no need for you to get you "foot in the door", as you put it.
SPUD
Hey. Right. No problem. Whatever you say, man. You're the man, the governor, the dude in the chair, like. I'm merely here. But obviously I am. Here, that is. I hope I'm not talking too much. I don't usually. I think it's all important though, isn't it?
MAN 2
Mr. Murphy, what attracts you to the leisure industry?
SPUD
In a word, pleasure. My pleasure in other people's leisure.
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WOMAN
What do you see as your main strengths?
SPUD
I love people. All people. Even people that no one else loves, I think they're OK, you know. Like Beggars.
WOMAN
Homeless people?
SPUD
No, not homeless people. Beggars, Francis Begbie -- one of my mates. I wouldn't say my best mate, I mean, sometimes the boy goes over the score, like one time when we -- me and him -- were having a laugh and all of a sudden he's f___ing gubbed me in the face, right --
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WOMAN
Mr. Murphy, {leaving your friend aside,} do you see yourself as having any weaknesses?
SPUD
No. Well, yes. I have to admit it: I'm a perfectionist. For me, it's the best or nothing at all. If things go badly, I can't be bothered, but I have a good feeling about this interview. Seems to me like it's gone pretty well. We've touched on a lot of subjects, a lot of things to think about, for all of us.
MAN 1
Thank you, Mr. Murphy. We'll let you know.
SPUD
The pleasure was mine. Best interview I've ever been to. Thanks.
Spud crosses the room to shake everyone by the hand and kiss them.
RENTON
(v.o)
Spud had done well. I was proud of him. He f___ed up good and proper.
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INT. PUB 1. DAY
Renton and Spud meet up after the interviews.
SPUD
A little too well, if anything, a little too well, that's my only fear, compadre.
RENTON
Another dab?
SPUD
Would not say no, would not say no.
INT. OFFICE. DAY
The Woman and Two Men sit in silence.
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INT. PUB 2. NIGHT
It is Saturday night in a busy, city-centre pub on two levels. On a large upper balcony, overlooking the bar and floor downstairs, sit Spud, Gail, Renton, Sick Boy, Tommy, Lizzy and Begbie.
Begbie's story overlaps with the subsequent depiction of the incident.
BEGBIE
(v.o)
Picture the scene. Wednesday morning in the Volley. Me and Tommy are playing pool. No problems, and I'm playing like Paul f___ing Newman by the way. I'm giving the boy here the tanning of a lifetime. So anyway, it comes to the final ball, the deciding shot of the tournament: I'm on the black and he's sitting in the corner, looking all biscuit-a___d. Then this hard c___ comes in. Obviously fancied himself. Starts looking at me. Right f___ing at me. Trying to put off, like, just for kicks. Looking at me as if to say, 'Come ahead, square go.' Well, you know me, I'm no looking for trouble but at the end of the day I'm the c___ with the pool cue and I'm game for a swedge. So I squared up, casual like. So what does the hard c___ do, or so-called hard c___? s___es it. Puts down his drink, turns around and gets the f___ out of there. And after that, the game was mine.
INT. POOL HALL. DAY
The events in the pool hall, as described by Begbie.
Begbie and Tommy are playing pool.
Begbie is playing like a wizard.
Tommy looks defeated.
Lining up for the final ball, Begbie is distracted by a large Hard Man standing at the bar staring at him.
Begbie stands up and walks slowly towards the Hard Man.
They stand, eye to eye, for a moment.
Begbie swings the pool cue slowly into his palm.
The Hard Man turns and leaves.
Begbie drinks the Hard Man's pint, then pots the black with a brilliant shot.
INT. PUB 2. DAY
Begbie, his story complete, finishes his pint. The others continue to stare at him, frozen as though expecting something more. Begbie smiles and throws the pint over his head.
Freeze-frame: the glass in mid-air and Begbie's smiling face.
RENTON
(v.o)
And that was it. That was Begbie's story. Or at least that was Begbie's version of the story. But a couple of days later I got the truth from Tommy. It was one of his major weaknesses: he never told lies, never took drugs, and never cheated on anyone.
INT. TOMMY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton's hand flicks through a long row of videos on the floor while the sound of weights being lifted (by Tommy) emanates from nearby.
Most of the videos are feature films or comedy shows, some with t__les written in Tommy's hand, but two catch Renton's attention.
They are 100 Great Goals and Tommy and Lizzy Vol. 1, the latter a handwritten t__le.
Renton looks from the video round to Tommy, who is engrossed in lifting weights.
TOMMY
Well, sure it was Wednesday morning, we were in the Volley playing pool, that much is true.
INT. POOL HALL. DAY
Tommy's account over a depiction of his version.
TOMMY
(v.o)
But Begbie is playing absolutely f___ing gash. He's got a hangover so bad he can hardly hold the f___ing cue, never mind pot the ball. I'm doing my best to lose, trying to humour him, like, but it's not doing any good: every time I touch the ball I pot something, every time Begbie goes near the table he f___s it up. So he's got the hump, right, but finally I manage to set it up so all he's go to do is pot the black to win one game and salvage a little pride and maybe not kick my head in, right. So he's on the black, pressure shot, and it all goes wrong, big time. What does he do? Picks on this specky wee gadge at the bar and accuses him of putting him off by looking at him. Can you believe it? I mean, the poor c___ hasn't even glanced in our direction. He's sitting there quiet as a mouse when Beggars gubs him with the cue. He was going to chib him, I tell you, then I thought he was going to do me. The Beggar is f___ing psycho, but he's a mate, you know, so what can you do?
The events are as follows:
Begbie and Tommy are playing pool.
Begbie, furious, miscues, goes in off, etc.
Tommy deliberately misses sitters and tries to look annoyed.
Begbie lines up to play the black. It is unmissable.
At the bar beyond sits a harmless young Man, wearing the same clothes as the Hard Man in Begbie's account except that they are now baggy rather than taut. He is clearly not staring at Begbie but drinks a half-pint and eats some crisps.
As Begbie plays, the Man bites a crisp.
Begbie miscues, rips the cloth and the ball flies off the table.
Tommy catches it and looks up to see Begbie a__aulting the young Man.
Tommy cautiously restrains Begbie and he reaches into his jacket for a knife.
Begbie turns and for a moment looks as though he might attack Tommy.
INT. TOMMY'S FLAT. DAY
Tommy puts down his weights.
Renton holds up 100 Great Goals.
RENTON
Can I borrow this one?
INT. PUB 2. NIGHT
The freeze-frame of the glass in mid-air and Begbie's smiling face.
RENTON
(v.o)
Yeah, the guy's a psycho, but it's true, he's a mate as well, so what can you do? Just stand back and watch and try not to get involved. Begbie didn't do drugs either, he just did people. That what he got off on: his own sensory addiction.
The glass falls into the crowd.
Screaming starts. A Woman is bleeding from a wound in her head. The Men beside her turn furiously around to look for the source of the glass.
Up on the balcony, Begbie stands up. The screams and shouting continue below.
Begbie appears at the bottom of the staircase down from the balcony.
He strides towards the bleeding Woman and begins shouting.
BEGBIE
All right. Nobody move. The girl got glassed and no c___ leaves here until we find out which c___ did it.
A man stands up from one of the tables.
MAN
And who the f___ do you think you are?
Begbie kick the Man in the groin. Another moves towards him but is blocked by the Men surrounding the girl. Soon the whole mass dissolves into a brutal scrum, in which Begbie plays a prominent part.
Up on the balcony, the rest of the gang watch in silence.
INT. RENTON'S FLAT. DAY
The empty cover for 100 Great Goals lies on the floor.
Sick Boy and Renton sit dispassionately watching Tommy and Lizzy in their home-made soft-p___ video.
RENTON
(v.o)
And as I sat watching the intimate and highly personal video, stolen only hours earlier from one of my best friends, I realized that something important was missing from my life.
INT. CLUB. NIGHT
A mass of dancing bodies fills the floor. The music is very loud.
At the side of the dance floor sit Tommy and Spud. The look rather gloomy. There is an empty seat beside each of them. Spud is drinking heavily.
Tommy turns and speaks to Spud. His lips move but nothing is audible. Spud is not ever aware that Tommy has spoken.
Tommy bellows in Spud's ear.
Tommy's words and all subsequent conversation in the dance area of the club appear as subtitles, the character's communications somewhere between speech and mime.
TOMMY
How's it going with Gail?
SPUD
No joy yet.
TOMMY
How long is it?
SPUD
Six weeks.
TOMMY
Six weeks!
SPUD
It's a nightmare. She told me she didn't want our relationship to start on a physical basis as that is how it would be principally defined from then on in.
TOMMY
Where did she come up with that?
SPUD
She read it in Cosmopolitan.
TOMMY
Six weeks and no s__?
SPUD
I've got b____ like watermelons, I'm telling you.
INT. NIGHTCLUB, WOMEN'S TOILET. NIGHT
Gail and Lizzy are smoking and talking.
GAIL
I read it in Cosmopolitan.
LIZZY
It's an interesting theory.
GAIL
Actually it's a nightmare. I've been desperate for a s___, but watching him suffer was just too much fun. You should try it with Tommy.
LIZZY
What, and deny myself the only pleasure I get from him? Did I tell you about my birthday?
GAIL
What happened?
LIZZY
He forgot. Useless m_________er.
INT. NIGHTCLUB. DANCE AREA. NIGHT
Tommy and Spud seated as before. Their words are subtitled.
As they are speaking Gail and Lizzy return and sit down.
TOMMY
Useless m_________er, that's what she called me. I told her, I'm sorry, but theses things happen. Let's put it behind us.
SPUD
That's fair enough.
TOMMY
Yes, but then she finds out I've bought a ticket for Iggy Pop the same night.
SPUD
Went ballistic?
TOMMY
Big time. Absolutely f___ing radge. 'It's me or Iggy Pop, time to decide.'
SPUD
So what's it going to be?
TOMMY
Well, I've paid for the ticket.
GAIL AND LIZZY
What are you two talking about?
TOMMY AND SPUID
Football. What were you talking about?
GAIL and LIZZY
Shopping
Standing nearby but apart from them is Renton.
Renton notes Spud and Tommy with their partners, and across the other side Sick Boy and Begbie are engaged in flirtatious conversation with Two Women.
RENTON
(v.o)
The situation was becoming serious. Young Renton noticed the haste with which the successful, in the s__ual sphere as in all others, egregated themselves from the failures.
Begbie and Sick Boy with the Two Women.
Renton standing among a group of lone nerds.
Renton wades on to the dance floor, looking at countless women, all whom either turn away or are spoken for.
RENTON
(v.o)
Heroin had robbed Renton of his s__ drive, but now it returned with a vengeance. And as the impotence of those days faded into memory, grim desperation took hold in his s__-crazed mind. His post-junk libido, fuelled by alcohol and amphetamine, taunted him remorselessly with his own unsatisfied desire dot.
Renton notices one girl (Diane) walking on her own towards the door.
A Man carrying two drinks catches up with her and walks backwards, talking to her.
She says nothing. He blocks her way.
She takes one drink and downs it, then the other, handing him back the empty glasses. She steps past him and walks on towards the door.
(v.o)
And with that, Mark Renton had fallen in love.
EXT. STREET. NIGHT
The Girl walks away from the club, scanning the street for a taxi, and hail one which stops just as Renton calls out.
RENTON
Excuse me, I don't mean to harass you, but I was very impressed by the capable and stylish manner in which you dealt with that situation. I thought to myself: she's special.
DIANE
Thanks.
RENTON
What's your name?
DIANE
Diane.
RENTON
Where are you going, Diane?
DIANE
I'm going home.
RENTON
Where's that?
DIANE
It's where I live.
RENTON
Great.
DIANE
What?
RENTON
I'll come back if you like, but I'm not promising anything.
Diane halts abruptly as a taxi pulls up.
DIANE
Do you find that this approach usually works, or, let me guess, you've never tried it before. In fact, you don't normally approach girls, am I right? The truth is that you're a quite, sensitive type but if I'm prepared to take a chance I might just get to know the inner you: witty, adventurous, passionate, loving, loyal, a little bit crazy, a little bit bad, but, hey, don't us girls just love that?
RENTON
Eh-
DIANE
Well, what's wrong, boy? Cat got your tongue.
RENTON
I think I left something back at the -
The girl has disappeared into the back of the taxi.
Renton looks around.
TAXI DRIVER
Are you getting in or not, pal?
EXT. ROAD. NIGHT
The taxi motors along.
INT. TAXI. NIGHT
Renton and Diane are kissing passionately in the back.
EXT. STREET. NIGHT
Spud is pushed against the wall held by his lapels. He drinks from a bottle of beer in one hand.
GAIL
Do you understand?
Spud nods drunkenly.
Gail releases her grip.
Our relationship is not being redefined; it is developing in an appropriate, organic fashion. I expect you to be a considerate and thoughtful lover, generous but firm. Failure on your part to live up to these very reasonable expectations will result in swift resumption of a non-s__ situation. Right?
Spud drinks from a bottle in the other hand and says nothing but he does not look too happy.
INT. TOMMY'S FLAT. NIGHT
Tommy and Lizzy kiss while Tommy unlocks the door.
INT. DIANE'S HOME, HALLWAY. NIGHT
In a darkened suburban hallway, the door opens and two figures enter.
RENTON
Diane.
DIANE
Ssshh!
RENTON
Sorry.
DIANE
Shut up.
They walk through another door and close it behind them.
INT. TOMMY'S FLAT. NIGHT
Tommy and Lizzy kiss against the inside of th door, taking their outer clothes off.
INT. DIANE'S BEDROOM. NIGHT
By a pale bedside light, Diane and Renton undress.
INT. GAIL'S BEDROOM. NIGHT
Spud is lying unconscious on the bed. Gail stands over him.
GAIL
Wake up, Spud, wake up. s__.
She kicks him. He moans.
Casual s__.
She kicks him again. He moans again.
You useless b______s. So, let's see what I'm missing.
She begins undressing him.
INT. DIANE'S BEDROOM. NIGHT
Renton lies on his back while Diane rides above him.
INT. GAIL'S BEDROOM. NIGHT
Gail throws Spud's clothes to the floor and throws a blanket over him.
GAIL
Not much.
She switches out the light.
INT. TOMMY'S FLAT. NIGHT
Tommy and Lizzy now lie on the bed in a state of semi-undress.
LIZZY
Tommy, let's put the tape on.
TOMMY
Now?
LIZZY
Yes, I want to watch ourselves while we're s_______.
TOMMY
f___, OK.
Tommy gets up and reaches into the row of videos on the floor. He lifts out Tommy and LIzzy, Vol. 1 and hastily shoves it into the video.
Tommy sits back on the bed with the remote control and presses 'play' as Lizzy kisses him.
His face registers consternation.
On the television, Archie Gemmill scores his famous goal against Holland in 1978.
INT. DIANE'S BEDROOM. NIGHT
Renton and Diane climax together.
Diane immediately climbs off and wraps herself in a robe.
RENTON
Christ, I haven't felt that good since Archie Gemmill scored against Holland in 1978.
DIANE
Right. You can't sleep here.
RENTON
What?
DIANE
Out.
RENTON
Come on.
DIANE
No argument. You can sleep on the sofa in the living room, or go home. It's up to you.
RENTON
Jesus.
DIANE
And don't make any noise.
INT. TOMMY'S FLAT. NIGHT
The lights are full on now. Lizzy sits on the bed clutching a blanket around herself.
Tommy hops around in his underwear, searching desperately.
All the videos are opened and scattered everywhere.
LIZZY
What do you mean, it's 'gone'? Where has it gone, Tommy?
TOMMY
It'll be here somewhere. I might have returned it by mistake.
LIZZY
Returned it? Where? To the video shop, Tommy? To the f___ing video store? So every punter in Edinburgh is jerking off to our video? God, Tommy, I feel sick.
INT. DIANE'S HOME, LIVING-ROOM. MORNING
Renton lies submerged under a blanket.
The sounds of a normal morning travel from a room nearby: whistles, radio, voices.
Renton peeps over the edge of the blanket, then covers his head again.
INT. GAIL'S BEDROOM. MORNING
Spud opens his eyes. With his fingers, he feels crusted liquid around his mouth.
Abruptly he turns around: the bed is soaked in vomit.
He looks under the cover and drops it again in revulsion.
INT. DIANE'S HOME, LIVING-ROOM. DAY
Renton pulls himself up off the sofa and dresses as quickly as possible.
INT. GAIL'S BEDROOM. DAY
Spud wipes the vomit from his chest with a pillowcase, which he dumps in the middle of the sheets before gathering the whole lot up as a bundle.
INT. DIANE'S HOME, HALL/KITCHEN. DAY
The door swings open. A Man and a Woman, about Renton's age, sit at the kitchen table. They look up to see Renton in the doorway.
MAN
Good Morning.
WOMAN
Come in and sit down. You must be Mark.
Renton walks to the table and sits down.
RENTON
Yes, that's me.
WOMAN
You're a friend of Diane's?
RENTON
More of a friend of a friend, really.
MAN
Right.
RENTON
Are you her flatmates?
The couple exchange a look and laugh.
WOMAN
Flatmates. I must remember that one.
The Man and Woman look beyond Renton. He too turns and follows their gaze.
Diane stands in the doorway.
She is wearing school uniform.
INT. GAIL'S HOME, HALL/KITCHEN. DAY
The door swings open to reveal the kitchen. Gail, her Father, and Mother are seated around the table, eating breakfast. They look towards Spud, who carries the knotted bundle of sheets as he approaches the table.
GAIL
Good morning, Spud.
SPUD
Morning, Gail. Morning, Mrs. Houston, Mr. Houston.
MOTHER
Morning, Spud. Sit down and have some breakfast.
SPUD
Sorry about last night -
GAIL
It's all right. I slept fine on the sofa.
SPUD
I had a little too much to drink. I'm afraid I had a slight accident.
FATHER
Oh, don't worry, these things happen. It does everyone good to cut loose once in a while.
GAIL
This one could do with being tied up once in a while.
MOTHER
I'll put the sheets in the washing machine just now.
SPUD
No, I'll wash them. I'll take them home and bring them back.
MOTHER
There's no need.
SPUD
It's no problem.
MOTHER
No problem for me either.
MOTHER
Honestly, it's no problem.
SPUD
I'd really rather take care of it myself.
MOTHER
Spud, they're my sheets.
She takes hold of the bundle.
Spud does not yield.
She pulls harder. Spud holds on. She tugs powerfully.
The bundle bursts open with an explosion of vomit and excrement that covers everything in the kitchen.
Only Spud remains untouched.
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SPUD
I guess this means I'll never get to have s__ with Gail.
INT. TOMMY'S FLAT. DAY
Tommy sits alone, watching
100 Great Goals
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EXT. STREET. DAY
Renton paces briskly down the street, followed by Diane.
DIANE
I don't see why not.
RENTON
Because it's illegal.
DIANE
Holding hands?
RENTON
No, not holding hands.
DIANE
In that case you can do it. You were quite happy to do a lot more last night.
RENTON
And that's what's illegal. Do you know what they do to people like me inside? They'd cut my b____ off and flush them down the f___ing toilet.
They stop at the school gates.
DIANE
Calm down. You're not going to jail.
RENTON
Easy for you to say.
DIANE
Can I see you again?
RENTON
Certainly not.
Renton walks away.
DIANE
If you don't see me again I'll tell the police.
Renton turns and walks back to her. They stand for a moment, then Renton walks away again. Diane smiles.
(to herself)
I'll see you around then.
EXT. VIDEO STORE. DAY
In the cold light of morning, Tommy and Lizzy wait, not speaking, outside the still-closed video store.
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EXT. RAIL BRIDGE. DAY
A train speeds across.
INT. TRAIN. DAY
Sick Boy, Tommy, Spud and Renton sit drinking from an extensive carry-out.
SICK BOY
This had better be good.
TOMMY
It will be. It'll make a change for three miserable junkies who don't know what they want to do with themselves since they stopped doing smack.
SICK BOY
If I'm giving up a whole day and the price of a ticket, I'm just saying it had better be good. There's plenty of other things I could be doing.
TOMMY
Such as?
SICK BOY
Such as sitting in a darkened room, watching videos, drinking, smoking dope and w___ing. Does that answer your question?
They sit in silence.
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EXT. STATION. DAY
The station is in the middle of a moor. There appears to be no habitation around. In the distance are some hills.
The train stands at the station.
As it pulls away, Renton, Spud, Tommy and Sick Boy are left standing on the platform, looking around.
SICK BOY
Now what?
TOMMY
We go for a walk.
SPUD
What?
TOMMY
A walk.
SPUD
But where?
Tommy points vaguely across the moor.
TOMMY
There.
SICK BOY
Are you serious?
They step across the tracks toward the vast moorland. They stop.
All but Tommy sit down on rocks or clumps of heather.
TOMMY
Well, what are you waiting for?
SPUD
I don't know, Tommy. I don't know if it's... normal.
A group of three serious Walkers trudge past from the other end of the platform, decked out in regulation Berghaus from head to foot. They tramp off towards the wilderness. The boys watch them go.
Spud opens a can.
TOMMY
It's the great outdoors.
SICK BOY
It's really nice, Tommy. Can we go home now?
TOMMY
It's fresh air.
SICK BOY
Look, Tommy, we know you're getting a hard time off Lizzy, but there's no need to take it out on us.
TOMMY
Doesn't it make you proud to be Scottish?
RENTON
I hate being Scottish. We're the lowest of the f___ing low, the scum of the earth, the most wretched, servile, miserable, pathetic trash that was ever shat into civilization. Some people hate the English, but I don't. They're just w___ers. We, on the other hand, are colonized by w___ers. We can't even pick a decent culture to be colonized by. We are ruled by effete a___holes. It's a s___e state of affairs and all the fresh air in the world will not make any f___ing difference.
The three serious Walkers are receding into the distance.
The boys troop back towards the platform.
(v.o)
At or around this time, we made a healthy, informed, democratic decision to get
back on drugs as soon as possible. It took about twelve hours.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton hands over money to Swanney.
Renton then begins cooking up.
Also present and cooking or shooting up are Spud, Swanney, Allison and Baby, and Sick Boy.
RENTON
(v.o)
It looks easy, this, but it's not. It looks like a doss, like a soft option, but living like this, it's a full-time business.
He injects.
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INT. SHOP. DAY
Renton, Spud, and Sick Boy are stuffing objects into their shirts and pockets.
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INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton lies back, narcotized.
EXT. STREET. DAY
Renton and Spud are running along the street.
Two uniformed Store Detectives are running after them.
Sick Boy stands in a doorway. As the Detectives run past, he strolls away in the opposite direction.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton lies back as before.
SICK BOY
Ursula Andress was the quintessential Bond girl. That's what everyone says. The embodiment of his superiority to us: beautiful, exotic, highly s__ual and yet unavailable to everyone but him. s___e. Let's face it: if she'd s___ one punter from Edinburgh, she'd s___ the f___ing lot of us.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. LATER
Spud cooks up, watched by Swanney.
Nearby lie the drugged forms of Renton, Sick Boy and Allison and Baby.
INT. RENTON FAMILY HOME, LIVING-ROOM. NIGHT
Renton's Mother and Father sit reading the paper and a magazine.
INT. RENTON FAMILY HOME, PARENTS' BEDROOM. NIGHT
Renton trawls through drawers and any containers (shoe boxes, make-up boxes, under the mattress, etc.) until he finds some cash/jewelry.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton lies back, staring vacantly ahead.
Tommy flops down beside him. Renton shows barely a flicker of awareness.
TOMMY
Lizzy's gone, Mark, she's gone and f___ing dumped me. It was the video tape and that Iggy Pop business and all sorts of other stuff. She told me where to go and no mistake. I said, is there any chance of getting back together, like, but no way, no f___ing way.
INT. HOSPITAL WARD SITTING-ROOM. DAY
A few elderly patients sit in armchairs watching daytime television.
Renton and Spud jump and climb through an open window. Watched by the helpless patients, they calmly disconnect the television and take it with them as they leave by the same route.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton and Tommy slumped side by side as before.
TOMMY
I want to try it, Mark. You're always going on about how it's the ultimate hit and that. Better than s__. Come on, I'm a f___ing adult. I want to find out for myself.
Renton huddles up and leans away from Tommy.
I've got the money.
Tommy produces ten pounds from his pocket.
EXT. STREET. DAY
Renton and Spud run along the street.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Tommy lies drugged on the floor.
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INT. FLAT TO BE BURGLED. DAY
The door of an ordinary flat is kicked open.
Begbie walks in, crowbar in hand, followed by Sick Boy and Spud.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
SICK BOY
Honor Blackman a.k.a. p____ Galore, what a total f___ing misnomer. I wouldn't touch her with yours. I'd sooner s___ Col Kreb. At least you know where you are with a woman like that. Not much to look at, like, but personality, that's what counts, that's what keeps a relationship going through the years. Like heroin. I mean, heroin's got f___ing great personality.
Sick Boy opens the heel of a his shoe to reveal a syringe.
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INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Swanney hands over a small bag of heroin in exchange for ten pounds from Renton.
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INT. FLAT TO BE BURGLED, KITCHEN. DAY
Spud checks the fridge and pulls out a large chunk of deep-frozen meat.
He hits with the crowbar until it fractures and splits. Inside there is some jewellery.
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INT. CAR. DAY
The car is empty. A window is broken and the door opened.
The car alarm goes off.
Renton reaches under the seat and finds the radio/cassette. He then pulls the bonnet release.
EXT. CAR. DAY
The car alarm rings on until Renton calmly produces a pair of wire cutters and a spanner to cut free and release the battery.
The alarm is silenced.
Renton walks away with the battery and the stereo.
INT. GP'S SURGERY. DAY
RENTON
(v.o)
Swanney taught us to adore and respect the National Health Service, for it was the source of much of our gear. We stole drugs, we stole prescriptions, or bought them, sold them, swapped them, forged them, photocopied them or traded them with cancer victims, alcoholics, old age pensioners, AIDS patients, epileptics and bored housewives. We took morphine, diamorphine, cyclozine, codeine, temazepam, nitrezepam, phenobarbitone, sodium amytal dextropropoxyphene, methadone, nalbuphine, pethidine, pentazocine, buprenorphine, dextromoramide chlormethiazole. The streets are awash with drugs that you can have for unhappiness and pain, and we took them all. f___ it, we would have injected Vitamin C if only they'd made it illegal.
The GP examines Renton's chest and smiles.
The GP turns to wash his hands. Renton pulls on his shirt and steals a prescription pad off the desk.
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INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton lies back with his eyes close. A football enters the frame to bounce off his head and out again.
He opens his eyes and it happens again.
Opposite him, Spud, Sick Boy and Tommy stand looking down on him.
Tommy throws the ball again.
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INT. PUB I. DAY
It's the first day of the Edinburgh Festival.
Renton, Tommy, Spud, Sick Boy and Begbie sit drinking.
They observe a young male American Tourist walk in in a bulky red anorak and glasses. He goes past them towards the toilet.
Begbie stands up.
INT. PUB I, TOILET. DAY
The American Tourist turns from the urinal to see Begbie, Renton, Sick Boy, Spud and Tommy approaching. Begbie punches and kicks the Tourist and pulls out a knife.
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INT. TAXI. DAY
The door of the taxi opens, Begbie, Tommy, Spud, Sick Boy and Renton get in, carrying the red anorak and glasses.
As the taxi pulls away they study the photograph in the passport. They look at one another in agreement.
EXT. TAXI. DAY
The taxi motors along.
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INT. PUB I. NIGHT
A man at the bar is now wearing the red anorak.
Begbie divides up the money among Sick Boy, Tommy, Spud, and Renton.
Renton takes his share.
BEGBIE
And remember, Rents: no skag.
RENTON
Aye, OK, Fr.
RENTON
(v.o)
But the good times couldn't last for ever.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. DAY
Renton lies as before. Around the room are Swanney, Allison, Tommy, Spud and Sick Boy.
Allison begins screaming and wailing.
Slowly, the others rouse themselves to varying degrees.
RENTON
(v.o)
I think Allison had been screaming all day, but it hadn't really registered before. She might have been screaming for a week for all I knew. It's been days since I've heard anyone speak, though surely someone must have said something in all that time, surely to f___ someone must have.
SICK BOY
What's wrong, Allison?
Allison points toward the bundle of dirty blankets in which her baby is wrapped. Sick Boy follows her directions.
SPUD
Calm down, calm down. It's going to be all right, everything's going to be just fine.
RENTON
(v.o)
Nothing could have been further from the truth. In point of fact, nothing at all was going to be just fine. On the contrary, everything was going to be bad. Bad? I mean worse than it already was.
Sick Boy stands over the bundle. The baby is dead.
SICK BOY
Oh, f___. Sick Boy reaches out to Allison.
RENTON
(v.o)
It wasn't my baby. She wasn't my baby. Baby Dawn. She wasn't mine. Spud's? Swanney's? Sick Boy's? I don't know. Maybe Allison knew. Maybe not. I wished I could think of something to say, something sympathetic, something human.
SICK BOY
Say something, Mark, say something --
RENTON
I'm cooking' up. There is a silence.
Renton begins scrambling around through the works.
ALLISON
Cook one for me, Renton. I need a hit.
RENTON
(v.o)
And so she did, I could understand that. To take the pain away. So I cooked up and she got a hit, but only after me. That went without saying.
EXT. STREET. DAY
Renton, Spud and Sick Boy cross the road to approach the shop.
RENTON
(v.o)
Well, at least we knew who the father was now. It wasn't just the baby that died that day. Something inside Sick Boy was lost and never returned. It seemed he had no theory with which to explain a moment like this.
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INT. SHOP. DAY
Renton, Spud and Sick Boy are stuffing their pockets, as seen before.
Renton's theft is interrupted by Diane's voice.
DIANE
Hello there, Mark.
Diane is standing just beside him.
What are you doing?
Renton is speechless, but a few stolen items fall from inside his jacket down to the floor.
Diane looks down.
Spud and Sick Boy start to snigger.
One of the Store Detectives become aware of the group. He starts walking towards them.
You didn't tell me you were a thief.
SPUD
Hey, go easy, lady. The boy's got a habit to support.
SICK BOY
Opium doesn't just grow on trees, you know.
A few more items fall from Renton's jacket as the store Detective closes in.
Renton looks at Diane.
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EXT. STREET. DAY
Renton and Spud are running, pursued by the Two Store Detectives.
RENTON
(v.o)
Nor did I. Our only response was to keep on going and f___ everything. Pile misery upon misery, heap it up on a spoon and dissolve it with a drop of bile, then squirt it into a stinking purulent vein and do it all over again. Keep on going: getting up, going out, robbing, stealing, f___ing people over, propelling ourselves with longing towards the day it would all go wrong. As seen in the opening scene, Renton is nearly hit by a car that screeches to a halt as he crosses a road.
He looks at the driver, at Spud running away and the Store Detectives approaching.
(v.o)
Because no matter how much you stash or how much you steal, you never have enough. No matter how often you go out and rob and f___ people over you always need to get up and do it all again. Renton smiles and waits.
(v.o)
Sooner or later, this sort of thing was bound to happen. One of the Detectives runs straight past him, after Spud.
The other Detective crashes into Renton with a mighty punch in the stomach.
INT. COURT. DAY
Spud and Renton stand in the dock. Renton's Mother and Father, Sick Boy, Begbie, and Spud's Mother (Mrs. Murphy) are among those in the gallery.
The Sheriff delivers his sentence.
SHERIFF
...because shoplifting is theft, which is a crime, and, despite what you may believe, there is no such entity as victimless crime. Heroin addiction may explain your actions, but it does not excuse them. Mr Murphy, you are a habitual thief, devoid of regret or remorse. In sentencing you to six months' imprisonment my only worry is that it will not be long before we meet again. Mr Renton, I understand that you have entered into a programme of rehabilation in an attempt to wean yourself away from heroin. The suspension of your sentence is conditional upon your continued cooperation with this programme. Should you stand guilty before me again, I shall not hesitate to impose a custodial sentence.
RENTON
Thank you, your honour. With God's help, I'll conquer this affliction.
The Sheriff and Renton stare at one another for a moment. Renton turns to look at Spud, then back towards the Sheriff, who is now leaving the court.
(v.o)
What can you say? Well, Begbie had a phrase for it.
INT. PUB I. DAY
The pub is crowded. Around Renton are his mother, Father, Begbie, Sick Boy and Gav.
BEGBIE
It was f___ing obvious that that c___ was going to f___ some c___.
There is a round to nodding and 'poor Spud'ing. Everyone begins to talk at once.
FATHER
I hope you've learned your lesson, son.
MOTHER
Oh, my son, I thought I was going to lose you there. You're nothing but trouble to me, but I still love you.
BEGBIE
Clean up your act, sunshine. Cut that s___e out for ever.
MOTHER
You listen to Francis, Mark, he's talking sense.
BEGBIE
f___ing right I am. See, inside, you wouldn't last two f___ing days.
SICK BOY
There's better things that the needle, Rents. Choose life.
He winks.
MOTHER
I remember when you were a baby, even when you would never do what you were told.
BEGBIE
But he pulled it off, clever b______, and he got a result.
They laugh, then fall silent.
Renton turns around. Behind him stands Spud's mother.
RENTON
Mrs Murphy, I'm sorry about Spud. It's wasn't fair, him going down and not me --
Tears in her eyes, Mrs Murphy turns and walks away.
Renton watches her go. Behind him Begbie shouts.
BEGBIE
It's no our fault. Your boy went down because he was f___ing smack-head and if that's not your fault, I don't know what is.
Begbie turns back to Renton.
Right. I'll get the drinks in.
He moves towards the bar.
Renton slips away.
Renton walks through the bar towards the toilets, then out of a back door.
EXT. YARD. DAY
Renton emerges into a narrow yard surrounded by a high wall. He looks around. The steel back gate is locked.
RENTON
(v.o)
I wished I had gone down instead of Spud. Here I was surrounded by my family and my so-called mates and I've never felt so alone, never in all my puff. Since I was on remand they've had me on this programme, the state-sponsored addiction, three sickly sweet doses of methadone a day instead of smack. But it's never enough, and at the moment it's nowhere near enough. I took all three this morning and now I've got eighteen hours to go till my next shot and a sweat on my back like a layer of frost. I need to visit the mother superior for one hit, one f___ing hit to get us over this long, hard day.
Renton climbs the wall. He stands on top, then dives off the other side, executing a somersault in mid-air.
INT. SWANNEY'S FLAT. NIGHT
Swanney is cooking up. Renton lands on the floor behind him like a gymnast.
RENTON
What's on the menu this evening?
SWANNEY
Your favourite dish.
RENTON
Excellent.
SWANNEY
Your usual table, sir?
RENTON
Why, thank you.
Renton sits on his usual cushion on the floor.
SWANNEY
And would sir care to settle his bill in advance?
RENTON
Stick it on my tab.
SWANNEY
Regret to inform, sir, that your credit limit was reached and breached a long time ago.
RENTON
In that case --
He produces twenty pounds.
SWANNEY
Oh, hard currency, why, sir, that'll do nicely.
He swipes the notes underneath a UV forgery checker.
Can't be too careful when we're dealing with your type, can we?
Renton begins his search for a vein.
Would sir care for a starter? Some garlic bread perhaps?
RENTON
No, thank you. I'll proceed directly to the intravenous injection of hard drugs, please.
SWANNEY
As you wish.
He hands Renton the syringe. Renton inject, then lies back on the dirty, red, carpeted floor. He lies completely still. His pupils shrink. His breathing becomes slow, shallow and intermittent. He sinks into the floor until he is lying in a coffin-shaped and coffin-sized pit, lined by the red carpet. Swanney stands over him.
SWANNEY
Perhaps sir would like me to call for a taxi?
An ambulance siren becomes faintly audible.
INT. SWANNEY'S STAIRWELL. NIGHT
The siren is a little louder. Swanney holds Renton under his arms and drags him backwards down the steps.
EXT. STREET. NIGHT
As Swanney emerges, still dragging Renton, the siren grows louder and then an ambulance speeds by without stopping. Swanney drags Renton across the pavement and into the open door of a waiting taxi. Swanney then steps out of the taxi's other door, pausing only to tuck a ten-pound note into Renton's pocket before closing the door.
INT. TAXI. NIGHT
Renton lies on the floor of the taxi, as Swanney left him, rolling slightly as the taxi takes a corner.
EXT. HOSPITAL/TAXI. NIGHT
The taxi is stationary. We do not see the driver's face but his hand opens the door and then drags Renton out on to the pavement by his ankles before taking the ten pound note, getting back in the cab and driving away. Renton lies on the pavement. Two Porters life him by arms and ankles on to a trolley. We do not see the Porters's faces as they wheel Renton into the hospital.
INT. HOSPITAL ACCIDENT AND EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT. NIGHT
Renton is wheeled through the department, then into a bay surrounded by a white nylon curtain.
INT. TROLLEY BAY. NIGHT
The Porters lift Renton from one trolley on to another, then leave him alone in the bay surrounded by the curtain. Renton lies alone. His breathing is still shallow and erratic. Around him is the usual accident and emergency paraphernalia: blood pressure machine, oxygen tap, bandages, etc. A Doctor comes in and gives Renton an injection, then leaves.
DOCTOR
Wake up. Wake up.
Renton breathes more easily.
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The Two Porters return with another trolley. They lift Renton roughly on to it and wheel him away.
INT. HOSPITAL CORRIDOR. NIGHT
The Porters wheel Renton along.
INT. WARD. NIGHT
The Porters lift Renton off the trolley and dump him on the bed. A nurse sticks a thermometer in his mouth.
INT. WARD. DAY
Renton's Father and Mother lift Renton, now fully conscious, off the bed and dump him in a wheelchair.
INT. HOSPITAL CORRIDOR. DAY
Mother walks ahead. Behind her, Father pushes Renton in the wheelchair.
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INT. TAXI. DAY
Mother and Father sit on either side of Renton.
INT. RENTON'S BEDROOM. DAY
Father shoves Renton on to the bed, then walks out past Mother, who looks at Renton for a moment before closing the door.
INT. OTHER SIDE OF RENTON'S BEDROOM DOOR. DAY
Renton's Father's hand slides three bolts across to lock the door.
INT. RENTON'S BEDROOM. DAY
Renton lies on the bed.
RENTON
(v.o)
I don't feel the sickness yet, but it's in the post, that's for sure. I'm in the junky limbo at the moment, too ill to sleep, too tired to stay awake, but the sickness is on its way. Sweat, chills, nausea, pain and craving. Need like nothing else I have ever known will soon take hold of me. It's on the way.
The door opens. Renton's Mother walks in with a bowl of soup and a piece of bread. Father watches from the doorway.
MOTHER
We'll help you, son. You'll stay with us until you get better. We'll beat this together.
RENTON
Maybe I could go back to the clinic.
MOTHER
No. No clinics, no methadone. That made you worse, you said so yourself. You lied to us, son, your own mother and father.
RENTON
At least get us some Tempazepam.
MOTHER
No, you're worse coming off that than you are with heroin. Nothing at all.
FATHER
It's a clean break this time.
MOTHER
You're staying where we can keep an eye on you.
RENTON
I do appreciate what you're trying to do, I really do, but I need just one score, to ease myself off it. Just one. Just one.
Mother retreats past Father, who closes the door. The bolts go home again. Renton lies back and closes his eyes. His forehead is damp with sweat. He begins to shake. He tosses and turns, becoming wrapped up in a swathe of blankets. As he unravels them, he is astonished to find a fully clothed Begbie in the bed with him.
BEGBIE
Well, this is a good laugh, you f___ing useless b______. Go on, sweat that s___e out of your system, because if I come back and it's still there, I'll f___ing kick it out.
Begbie laughs and covers himself up. Renton rips away the blankets, but Begbie has gone. Renton looks up. Baby Dawn is crawling across the ceiling. Renton looks down to see Diane sitting on the end of the bed. Diane sings 'Temptation' by New Order.
DIANE
'Oh, you've got green eyes, oh, you've got red eyes, and I've never met anyone quite like you before.'
Renton looks back up. Dawn continues her slow crawl, leaving behind a thick rail of unidentifiable slime. Renton looks down. Sick Boy sits on the end of the bed, holding a cup of tea and a chocolate biscuit. Mother stands behind him.
SICK BOY
It's a mug's game, Mrs Renton. I'm not saying I was blameless myself, far from it, but there comes a time when you have to turn your back on that nonsense and just say no.
Sick Boy takes a bit of his biscuit. Dawn crawls on. She has fangs now. Spud sits on the end of the bed, in a caricature prison uniform with arrows on it, plus a ball and chain. Dawn has claws as well. Tommy sits on the end of the bed. He looks terrible.
TOMMY
Better than s__, Rents, better than s__. The ultimate hit. I'm a f___ing adult. I'll find out for myself. Well, I've found out all right.
Renton looks up again just as the baby drops on to his face. He tears her off and throws her into a corner. Renton's Mother and Father are washing him. Mother bends down and picks up the large, damp sponge from the corner, where it landed. She wipes her son's face with it.
FATHER
Mark, there's something you need to do.
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INT. CONSULTING ROOM. DAY
A Doctor stands up as Renton enters.
DOCTOR
Come in. Sit down, please.
They both sit down.
Well, you've already spoken to one of our counsellors, but before we go on there're just a few questions I'd like to ask you.
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INT. RENTON FAMILY HOME, LIVING-ROOM. DAY
Renton, his mother and Father sit watching television.
INT. STUDIO. DAY
Renton is sitting inside a plastic booth shaped like a giant syringe. The Doctor, now dressed as a game-show host, stands in front, with Renton's Mother and Father beside him.
DOCTOR
Question number one: the human immunodeficiency virus is a - what?
FATHER
Retrovirus?
DOCTOR
Retrovirus is the correct answer.
Fanfare.
Question number two: HIV binds to which receptor on the host lymphocyte? Which Receptor?
Mother and Father confer.
FATHER
CD4.
DOCTOR
CD4 receptor is the correct answer.
Fanfare.
And now, question number three: is he guilty or not guilty?
MOTHER
He's our son.
DOCTOR
Is the correct answer.
Fanfare.
And now it's time to 'Take the Test'.
Lights flash. Music. A garish Hostess walks on with two envelopes. She holds them out for Mother to choose one.
INT. CONSULTING ROOM. DAY
The Doctor watches in silence as the Hostess, now dressed as a medical technician, draws blood from Renton's arm and puts it into a tube. She marks the tube with a pre-printed, numbered label.
INT. STUDIO. DAY
Mother opens one of the envelopes. She is speechless with joy. The plastic booth opens up. Lights flash again, etc. Renton steps out.
INT. SOCIAL CLUB. NIGHT
Renton, his Mother and Father sit at a table in the local social club. It is a Saturday night and the club is busy. Everyone sits in rapt silence. It is not initially clear what is going on. Near the bar a Caller with a microphone calls over the PA - Two and four, twenty-four...seven...fifteen...clickety-click,
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