11-SWINGIN' UTTERS-Untitled 21 Lyrics

I guess it's alright that we never know just what it all means and if there are ways of making change please show them to me So if I could stop time then I would stay 21 cause every day since that time I wished I was young I'm so paranoid of failing in life I can't even think and I'm so tired of worrying that I can't even sleep I'm so lost in my mind that I can't touch the ground and I've drank so much cheap wine that I feel I might drown Life's been so low that I got so high I can't even stand I'm down on my knees I'm begging you please lend me a hand