Blonde Cecile Before This Moment Lyrics

The sun reflects off his ancestry
And you find yourself blinded by more than just his white-blonde pedigree
By more purpose than you have ever know before
this moment, you were not breathing
Before this moment you were not seeing
And that's saying something
But will he ever hear it?
Can you get near him, just over there, just below the sun?
Skip the chorus and take just one step forward, two steps back
As long as this un-hate is something he lacks, you'll never get there
Ever
No matter your purpose, you'll never get there
As long as this un-hate is something he lacks
There's something about that Malfoy scowl
Passed those eyes and cruel sly sounds
And maybe you've come across a new sort of affection
One that drinks lies and immeasurable differences
And side-by-side broomrides to record chart distances
Affliction and tension
Could that be affection?
Could that be a love you hate to adore?
A magical got touch unheard of before
This moment you were not living
Before this moment you were not reaching
Before this moment you were not winning
Before this moment you were not seeking
Just one step forward, two steps back
This un-hate is something you'll not let him lack