Blonde Cecile In the Dark Lyrics

In the Dark

My father is a Deatheater, I told you in the dark
And you looked at me with parted green eyes I could not see but I could feel.
Peering, searing, leering in the dark
Well that's the front isn't it?
You always used to say, "Draco, talk to me." And I'd say "Where the hell do I start, Harry?" and you'd say "from the front."
My father is a murderer, I told you in the dark
But you ignored me where you lay, you did not say a single word, do a single thing to let me know you heard, my father broke my heart.
He led my mum astray, got her killed and said it was the only way, but I knew
I knew there was a another way, I told you in the dark
There was a glint I could see from the moon past the trees and the glasses beside you on the white satin pillow in the dark
Even if it wasn't dark you couldn't see me.
I snuck my hand towards yours but stopped short
It's never easy to say these things
To share with you these deepest feelings, swirling, jolting, b_____ obscuring
But I'm doing it, I'm doing it Harry
I'm waving my hands and telling you these things finally
Well that's the front isn't it?
You always used to say, "Draco, talk to me." And I'd say "Where the hell do I start, Harry?" and you'd say "from the front."
I was to be a Deatheater, I told you in the dark
But I knew there was a another way
And you might hate me now but I know, I know that it's you, you
You're my other way!
So how did we get here today?
You d___ well know there's things you haven't told me, yet you lay silently
And it strikes me finally that you must
I cannot accept it
But I must
You're hand is f___ing cold as sin, I pull away and bang my fist on your coffin
It isn't fair that I can tell you these things but you can't tell me, and even if it wasn't dark you couldn't see me.
Why Harry? I bark
Why have you left me in the dark?