Esham Would You Die 4 Me Lyrics

Esham
Closed Casket
Would You Die 4 Me

"Original style, original bad boy style, hear me"

I know a freak, I used to put my mack down on her
I used to b____ her, make the other n____z want her
So Mona, that was the trick name
She's a sick dame, cold caught up in the d___ game
I'm not a wimp, never simp like a simp
I'm a pimp with the limp so I pimp, put my mack down
Much juice, used to f___ her back in nine-duece
Her moms was crackin, my bank was stackin
I'm mackin, ain't no slackin I'm Cadillacin
No love for this ho cause this pimp stayed solo
She jockin 24/7 it's hard to shake her off
Some poppa his brother so I'ma break her off
She had a bad habit of sayin she loved me
If I was broke she wouldn't be thinkin of me
I said f___ it baby must be sellin stress
And I ain't with the stress she got the slug in the chest
She tried to get her p____ wet with the skins
But that ain't how I'm layin with the state of mind I'm in
I had to run a check on this hoe
And then let me see, if the b____'ll die for me

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Once upon a time
Once once upon a time
Once once upon a time
Once once upon a time

Lesson 1:
That girl in the blue dress
Opened my mouth and I tasted a woman for the first time

I said I wanna hoe that'll give me the world
Don't try to juice me up like I was a jheri curl
I got no f___in time for your little sillyness
Either you down or you ain't really ness
I need a b____ that'll die for a n____
That'll cry for a n____, that don't like to a n____
She said she loved me and she never wanna let me go
I said back up off these nuts and don't sweat me ho
I don't really think you know what you in for
I ain't your ordinary n____ from the ghetto
I never loved, never liked
I treat a hoe like a d___, until she get my game down right
She shed a tear and said she never wanna let me leave
And there ain't nothin that can come between you and me
I said nothin till death do us part
Well if this n____z truly in your heart, would you die for me?

(CHORUS)

Lesson 2: they never loved you
They never loved you
They never loved you, you were just a toy

A couple months went past and now we rollin real
And I gots my trick like David Copperfield
But my tricks gettin sick in the mornin
Growin up and blowin up
I told this b____, yo, somethins gotta go
I had to inform her like that white boy snow
She said what you want me to do? You know he needs us
I said Jesus, told me to kill the fetus
And if you got any problems wit it
You can leave it outside and let the garbage man come and get it
I left the room a, I heard a boom
She shot herself in the stomach, I start to vomit
She fell to her knees all b_____
Bleedin nutty, hoe buddy
She said look at what you made me do
I love you man, and I'd die for you

(CHORUS)

"I've been asked after witnessing this God-awful
Misery for the last 17 years if I've finally gotten
Used to this. Used to this after the human being
Eyes, and Ears, and Heart, get used to this."