Aikawa Nanase BLUE KNIFE Lyrics

aoiro no NAIFU de sora wo kiritsuketa yudachi no you ni
anata wa totsuzen ni watashi no mae ni arawarete
saisho kara watashi no koto o erabanai koto wa s___teru
dakedo yurusareru toki made koushite itsumademo soba ni itai
Like a [rain] shower that cuts through the sky like a blue knife,
you suddenly appear before me
From the beginning, I knew you wouldn't choose me
But until I can forgive that, I want to be by your side like this forever

hito wa hitori de ikirarenai no hontou wa sabishigariya de
tsuyogari ittemo dare demo minna onaji de
doushite hito wa ai sareru yori mo ai s___ai to negau no
kizutsuku koi hodo erande shimau
People can't live alone; the truth is we're lonely [people]
Even one talks tough, everyone is the same
Why do people wish more to be loved than wanting to love someone?
[They want it] so much for that that they choose a love that is painful

me no mae de miteru noni sude ni kioku no naka ni shika mou inai
niji no you ni anata wo tooku ni kanjite shimau kara
wakareta Shibuya no kousaten hitogomi ni kieteku senaka
au mae yori mo atta ato no hou ga itsumo watashi sabishiku naru
Though I'm looking in front of me, there's already no one but you in my memory
Like a rainbow, I sense you far away
On a intersection in Shibuya, crowds of people disappearing
I always become lonely after we meet, rather than before it

hito wa sugu wasurete shimau kara kokoro wa kawaritsudzukeru
samezame naitemo itsuka wa iroasete shimau
doushite hito wa ai shisugiru koto itsumo tomerarenai no
bukiyou na hodo ni erande shimau
People soon forget, so their hearts continue to change
Even if they cry their hearts out, someday [the pain/memories] will fade
Why can people never stop loving someone so much?
They choose to [love someone] so much that it becomes awkward

omoide dake ja ikirarenai yo ima no akashi ga hoshii yo
kokoro wo kiritsukete mitemo omoi wa kawarazu
doushite hito wa ai sareru yori mo ai s___ai to negau no
kizutsuku koi hodo erande shimau
I can't live on memories alone, I want proof right now
Even if I try to cut out my heart, my feelings won't change
Why do people wish more to be loved than wanting to love someone?
[They want it] so much for that that they choose a love that is painful