Diesel Boy Big Sparkling New Lyrics

here i am all alone again
with the tv glow and the sound of the trains rumbling
and after pushing the smoke from my lungs
the late night applause derails the thoughts from my head
i'm cold calloused yet frail
dangling like thread from the head of a nail
this is me after everything's through
this is me beginning to unscrew
over and over again
this is me big sparkling new
if i could i'd clear the screen to black
it glares ruthlessly and all i can do is stare back
i'm broken can someone please fetch the tape
wind it 'round my neck to keep my head anchored in place
i'm cold calloused yet frail
dangling like thread from the head of a nail
this is me after everything's thru
this is me beginning to unscrew
over and over again
this is me big sparkling new