Matricide Why Am I Lyrics

Lack of purpose brought me to this,
Temporary conclusion
A solution to satisfy my needs
And convince me to go on
Again it starts to repeat itself, becomes an unmoving routine
Again it brought back to ask again: why am I
Here
Never in me forever
This will be my eternity
An unmoving routine
Repeating it self
Hide
Never within the lines
Never in me
Forever and always
This will be mine
Convinced that my true purpose is
Not exactly what I had in mind
I need a clear new destination
A new state of mind
A new state of mind
Never in me forever
This will be my eternity
An unmoving routine
Repeating it self
Hide
Never within the lines
Never in me
Forever and always
This will be mine
This will be mine
Forever this will be mine
Why am I?
Fighting my way up striped of innocents
Now am I to be afraid
Why am I?