Blue Monday The Heist Lyrics

I thought it was so much more, a way for me to breathe, in the face of a world that I would never survive. And if I could only touch it again, if I could feel that way forever, nothing could hurt me, nothing could bring me down. Take my pain, take it all away, let me live in this world without fear. That is what I was promised. And I thought it was so much more, but it never gave me a f___ing thing, except wasted breathes and cracked up schemes, eating away at my f___ing dreams. Spent so much time looking for the answer and I never had to look at all. What a waste of life, on a f___ing lie. Chemically induced laughter is so much sadder than anything this life could ever deal, and I'm not going to waste one more minute, on living lies under freedom's disguise.