Suicidal Tendencies Can't stop Lyrics

There's a place I try to go, so far from here
I close my eyes, I try to, to disappear
I look around in my own way
But what I see I never, never really know
I wander 'round until I feel it coming on and then it's
It's time to go
I don't want to be here, falling out of place
Confusion's the consensus, fighting for my s___e

And then you make me open my eyes, and come back
All I wanted was some time, some time to think
That's all I needed, I would've been okay
With just a little time, my time not your time
You never have time, I don't know why I try
You're probably here right now, waiting
Waiting for that moment to ambush me
Slaughter my hopes, crush my confidence, pound me down
Pound me down lower than you ever have before
Just so you can grab my heart, and rip it out
And then you chew on it, spit it out and throw it
On the ground and stomp all over it, laughing
Laughing hysterically, daring me to do something
Knowing that I won't, knowing that I can't
Knowing that you ain't me and that I ain't you
And that I can't never hate you as much as you hate me
Knowing the weaker I get the stronger you are
Knowing how weak I am, knowing how strong you are

Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me

I lived it, I live it, it's not easy to say
I felt it, I feel it, it's just another day
It scares me, why does it dare me
You know it ain't a fair fight
Rain overtakes me, it tries to break me
You know that something ain't right

Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Set my body free

They don't make no seatbelt for the mind
So I can't fasten up for this ride

Running away, can't stop the runaway emotions
Not right, can't fight
Can't stop the runaway emotions
Fighting, hiding, can't stop the runaway emotions
Hypnotized, paralyzed
Can't stop the runaway emotions

I was scared, I am scared
I know it but I'm not afraid to admit it
So being scared it don't bother me
It's just the feeling, I can deal with that
I know what it is, it's what I don't know, what I can't feel
That's what bothers me, that's what really scares me
You see right now I'm scared, really scared
Cause I can't feel, emotionally paralyzed, light-headed
Like, you know when you gotta' pass out, actually I wish I would
You know kinda like when you gotta sneeze the relieve it brings
Just waiting, waiting for something to happen, waiting for that moment
Keeping you in brainless time that doesn't seem to move and takes you nowhere
Nowhere's where I'm heading right now, nowhere's where you're at
Nowhere's what you bring to me, nowhere's like an itch you can't scratch
Like an itch in the brain, but when you finally figure the way to scratch it
It just itches more

Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me

I hate it, I hate me, like my consistency
I've seen it, I see it, I'm talking literally
So much lying, too much denying
It's time to face the facts
You can't help me, these cards were dealt me
Play out the final act

Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Set my body free

Oh no you really done it this time

Can't stop the runaway emotions
Can't stop the runaway emotions

There's a place I try to go, so far from here
I close my eyes, but I can't, can't disappear