Shai Hulud If Born from This Soil Lyrics

"Hell exists on earth? Yes. I won't live in it."
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This world is a burden, and it disgusts me.
This world disgusts me.
I want to deny it, its inhabitants, and their possessions.
I'm embarrassed to know this soil produced me.
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I'm dying to be elsewhere, trying not to belong
to a nature of impulse and self-indulgence.
A brother to none, my kinship lies elsewhere.
I am separate and loyal to no one
if born from this soil.
(I am born from this soil.)
If born from this soil.

I'm embarrassed to know you. You do not represent me.
A likeness only in structure, not in mind.

I'm dying to be elsewhere, trying not to belong
to a nature of impulse and self-indulgence.
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I vow to never belong to anyone born from this soil.
A people that follows blindly will not reprimand me.