Atreyu The Crimson Lyrics

I feel it welling up inside
And Robert Smith lied,
Boys do cry and with
Blood tears in my eyes I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life.
I can't hide the monster anymore.
One can, only feel desolate for so long until
One starts to change into
Something the mirror doesn't recognize
Metamorphosize
The darkness has
been biding it's time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become, what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same
When you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red
I feel it flowing from your lips (Crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you

And it pulses through
The desire to change, to deconstruct
All of my
All of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints
Without them reflecting
your jet black aura back on you
And all I have is hope
My inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek
and get on with my day

And all I have is hope
And all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out
Pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope
I won't give in

Just live and breathe
Try not to die again
Just live and breathe
Try not to die again
Just live and breathe
Try not to die again
I try not to die again

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same
When you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red
I feel it flowing from your lips (When you taste my victim's blood?)
My heart is dead and so are you