心と云う毎日聞いているものの所在だって
私は全く知らない儘大人になってしまったんだ

頬に注いだ太陽に肖る快感
前を睨んで性を受け直す瞬間
手に取って触るだけで 解った気になっていた私に然様なら

妙な甘えでもう誰も失いたくない
逢って答えをそっと確かめたいけど
触れ合いに逃避するのは禁止 戸惑いつつも変えているんだ

生まれてしまった恥じらいを今日嘲笑わず耐えて居たい
私は何度溺れたとして泳ぐことを選んだんだって

宵の苦悩に苛まれながら覚醒
縦横無尽に感じ剥がしていく行程
此処で見抜いて新しく会って 向き合う私に気付いて

汚れてしまった恥じらいを今日受け止めて添いたい
私は何度堕ちたとして生きることを選んだんだって

雲すらとうに逃げた後の秋ヶ瀬公園は
私の全く知らない様な刺々しい冬を唄う
心と云う毎日聞いているものの所在だって
私は全く知らない儘大人になってしまったんだ

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kokoro to iu mainichi kiiteiru mono no shozai datte

watashi wa mattaku shiranai mama otona ni natte shimatta n da

hoo ni sosoida taiyou ni ayakaru kaikan
mae o nirande sei o uke naosu shunkan
te ni totte sawaru dakede wakatta ki ni natteita watashi ni sayou nara

myou na amae de mou daremo ushinaitakunai

atte kotae o sotto tashikametai kedo
fureai ni touhi suru no wa kinshi tomadoi tsutsumo kaeteiru n da

umarete shimatta hajirai o kyou warawazu taete itai

watashi wa nando oboreta toshite oyogu koto o eranda n datte

yoi no kunou ni sainamare nagara kakusei
juuoumujin ni kanji hagashiteiku koutei

koko de minuite atarashiku atte mukiau watashi ni kidzuite

yogorete shimatta hajirai o kyou uketomete soitai
watashi wa nando ochita toshite ikiru koto o eranda n datte

k__o suratou ni nigeta ato no akigase kouen wa
watashi no mattaku shiranai you na togetogeshii fuyu o utau
kokoro to iu mainichi kiiteiru mono no shozai datte

watashi wa mattaku shiranai mama otona ni natte shimatta n da

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Because the things I've been hearing every day are stored in my "heart"
I became an adult with absolutely no idea at all what I was doing

Happiness blessed with the sun's fortune poured into my cheeks
Staring straight ahead at the moment your gender is set
Taking your hand only to touch it - a farewell to the me who realized and worried

I'm letting myself be spoiled for once, since I don't want to lose anyone again
I want to quietly find out the answers I seek, but
escaping to physical intimacy is forbidden; I get thrown off as things are changing

I want to be able to bear not scorning today the shyness I was born with
Because I've drowned countless times in choosing to swim

While being tortured into an evening agony, I wake up
Feeling like I can do whatever I want, I go on tearing off everything
Seeing right through a new meeting, we face each other here and you recognize me

I want to comply with accepting today my tarnished shyness
Because I've fallen countless times in choosing to live

Akigase Park after even the clouds have run far away from it,
that's the harsh winter I sing of with absolutely no idea at all

Because the things I've been hearing every day are stored in my "heart"
I became an adult with absolutely no idea at all what I was doing

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