Fear My Thoughts Words Can't Express Lyrics

So now I'm standing - I'm standing all alone- since you decided to leave
No more talking - no more beauty around me. Since you left me, all seems senseless and empty
Exhausted I fall asleep on my wet pillow
And my tears can't fill the hole you left behind
You took it all when you left- as you left
Life wasn't always fine- sure there were hard times. But we both could have coped with it
Now I can see the decay you left behind- at me and in me
I feel it every day, the loss and the decay
In my mind - I see you smiling,laughing, crying- living
In my mind - I see your beauty everyday
I close my eyes and I see you- when will this nightmare end?
I want to wake- the night is so cold
Words can't express the pain