How to kill donut kill self Lyrics

Some said I was afraid for you
Ive got everything you want
these hits to me, make me never want to fall
mommy said we werent cheap
you see another baby another hole to bleed through me until theres nothing left at all
ungrateful under the table at that I raised myself from a little girl
does she wonder where Im sleeping
where were you lately
dont you leave me..
dont you leave me alone, dont you need me
b____ said I was a priest for you
holy water in a holy spoon
distress your disease
its amazing I still breathe..
you lift me up from under
you said dont wake me up I know that wait, do you hate me, god Im trying,
where were you lately.?
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Ill come with you and Ill go with you
Im faithfull do what Im able and, would you wake me up Im dying heree
we went crazy and your god aint sorry
where were they lately
(chorus)