It sounds like
Everyone that I know is taking a side
It feels like that there is nothing
I do in my life that seems right

I lost sight of my life and of my heart

You point out an old doubt
Now I'm closing my eyes to try and brace myself from surprise
A pretense last chance
It's the trials of losing a friend again, again, and again again again

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