the falling grudge I came for my revenge Lyrics

"It's always my fault,
Just blame me.
It's all everyone else does.
It's always me.
I can never succeed.
I have too many "problems."
At least that's what I'm told.
I'm just a mess up.
You can talk about me.
It's all you ever do.
Keep on laughing,
I don't care.
I hide my feelings.
You think everything's fine.
But deep inside you can not see,
The pain burning in my heart.
What if I turned on you?
And I laughed on you.
Laughed like you laughed.
You'd cry the same tears I cried.
You'd feel a pain.
One you've never felt before.
You'll hate yourself,
And I keep on laughing.
Do you like this?
I think I do.
Watching you suffer.
Seeing you torn apart.
It's like music to my ears,
So Sweet,What a wonderful revenge.
Do you like what I went through?
Wait, I really dont care.
I want you to be so broken,
Inside and out.
You just want it all to be over.
That's how I felt.
Do you know what it's like?
What it's like from my side?
It's...
It's my life."