Blay Life Lyrics

21 year's not knowing the truth
And in the time that past by I never saw it thru
now it's coming like storm that you can't un tame
every act by this you just can't explain
so put apologies aside remorse has no way
to forgive an forget you in emotional state
cuss I will never be the same an I'll never believe
that deep inside you theirs a piece of humanity
I keep having these dreams an they keep haunting around
If you knew what it seemed you would give in to the ground
you feel pain that I feel an get the wounds from inside

I'm the prove what life can be when you have only yourself
That's why I'm loosing it all, you think that loneliness helps?
It took my dreams, my trust, my family an such
That's why this pain is remaining just to increase the budge
An I can't hold it no more, I'm at the top of my limits
Every move that I make is like surviving the fittest
an when I'm looking back to all the problems I've had made
I see a lot of energy, getting spilled in sad way's
So I... try to move to a path in life
where you can not be afraid just to face the light
cuss every time I try, I try to reach up high
I feel the pain in each way that I could have survived
And every step that I take, yeah, every move that I make
it's like a god giving task to undo these mistakes
For heaven I'll brake, accepting my faith
but the signs won't come near to peddle my grave