Atreyu Demonology of Heartache Lyrics

So unaffectionate, so insecure
You claim to know a thing or two about heartache
and what it's like to have your insides torn out
and I believe you
I see it every time your pallbearer's pallor is obscured by the darkness (the darkness)
dancing across your face (across your face)
and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain
I know what its like
when memories make you wince and love letters read like obituaries
and photo albums are the books of the dead
I need no reminders, no more reminders
I'll forget the past and lay it to rest

If I had my way I'd cut the calluses off your, off your breaking heart (If I could get past the sternum)
Cauterize those wound with every kiss i could give to you
I'm holding your heart in my hand,
The reason it still beats

Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?

Love kills, romance is dead and I don't even trust my self anymore but I love you
And you can pull my wings apart, and pin me down under glass until the end of days
If it can help you discover that we share the same pain
I just hope that you write your theisis before your subject is dead
No life after death