The Knell Idem Lyrics

I pretend.
It was someone else...
Memory of events never happened...
Knowledge that I never existed.
Self-deceit defiant in youth and refined in decrepitude.
That leads to Nothing.
Chase sleep, not wake.
Transparent moment drawn in blue and silver, then Nothing.
Blurry, Bitter and Elusive, picture stey moveless.
Fragments of someone.
Nothing.
I pretend no more.
I never existed...