Today my past has come alive to eat
All of the guts that I use to just keep afeet
moving left and right as my legs shake like trees
oh how i curse the heavens for not taking me

God-d___
This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself
I'm in way too deep

And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me

And I awake
Much to my dismay
To find that i'm still staring at the same ceiling
I just wish once
That i could get this right
And have the angels from the south take me at night

God-d___
This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself
I'm in way too deep

And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me

And all i have is meaningless
And all i found is nothingness
In this self-loathing sickness

And all i have is meaningless
And all i found is nothingness
In this self-loathing sickness

God-d___
This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself
I'm in way too deep

And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me

And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness

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