My worst enemies, staring back at me from my reflection.
My will to be, beyond my self will destroy me.
Time after time, failing countless trials, I amount to none.
The worst in me, the best in me, the death of me.

From rage to pleas I've seen them all,
From threats to prayers I've seen them stall,
Internal sources overused,
Drained of resource.
Drowning in uncertainty,
Part of me will disagree,
Consensus cannot be reached,
Futile to try.
Absolute eludes my reach,
Abstract concepts I now leech,
Vicious circle closing in,
Re-think, re-speak.
I'm a subject,
I'm dissected
By internal strife.

A change in my soul,
These eyes growing old.
In my hands is life,
From change spawns my strife.

Callous embrace of growing uncertainty will not leave me,
Fighting hard to attain piece of mind, it's eating me.
Confused and weak, I fail the trials again, time after time.
Everything in me, nothing in me, the death of me.

Caught in a maze of improbable thoughts,
Numb, insecure and broken,
Striving to free myself from my hell.

Harboring pitiful goals,
Obscure efforts to no avail,
From change spawns my strife.

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