Elliott Smith 14 I didn´t understand Lyrics

thought you'd be looking for the next in line to love then ignore
put out and put away
and so you'd soon be leaving me alone like i'm supposed to be tonight,
tomorrow and everyday
there's nothing here that you'll miss
i can guarantee you this is a cloud of smoke
trying to occupy s___e
what a f___ing joke
what a f___ing joke
i waited for a bus to separate the both of us and take me off far away
from you 'cos my feelings never change a bit i always feel like s___ i
don't know why i guess that i "just do"
you once talked to me about love and you painted pictures of
a never-neverland and i could've gone to that place
but i didn't understand
i didn't understand
i didn't understand