Monoxide Child Change Lyrics

on my last day when they callin my name
you can trust me its all gunna change
it seems strange when it put it this way
i was always good a writin what i really wanna say
i came face to face with the fact that you left
and your never comming back and for now im fallin flat
on my face but the digrace is you hide daughter
from hell or high water i guess it was all just
a big lie when you took her away i wanted to die
(why why why)
is there a reason you did all this
or was it all just another way to be a lil (b____)
i can't believe you would lie to her
for all thease years and make her think
that i just disapeared and even though
i know we hate each other i would never
try to keep her from her mother

(Chorus)
i really wanna change my ways
but i can only chnage so much
(i really trust that you wont this
change you to crush into my life)
i might look strange today so stange in a good way
(i dont wanna go through it again dont
wanna pretend that it never did happen)

I really change alot over time
and alot of people hear it in the rhymes
i use to live a life of crime
on the crime with the struggles
i was trying to find where i fit in with the hussle
had a tussle with the block a few times
but i thought it bubble cause i was always in trouble
but i knew i had to change my ways
or i probably wouldn't be standing here today
wasn't sure atthe time what i was doin
i was so blind but i tried to do it
now i see a little bit of change
really saved my life
and gave me this to write

hard times i grew up in it
and the weed yeah its true i hit it
i can freely admit it
i do alot that i know i shouldn't
had to stop when the cops shoven and pushing
in the berbs now still i get herbed out
early in the mornin while going off to work now

y situation what im facin
all thease changes could be wasted away
my situation what im facin
all thease changes could be wasted away
my situation what im facin
all thease changes could be wasted away

(Chorus x2)
i really wanna change my ways
but i can only chnage so much
(i really trust that you wont this
change you to crush into my life)
i might look strange today so stange in a good way
(i dont wanna go through it again dont
wanna pretend that it never did happen)