Deestylistic I Still Love You Lyrics

Chorus: I never seen you,
I never held you,
But I still love you until the day I die,
I never sang to you,
I never cradled you,
But I still love you until the day I die.

I never really got the chance to ever see you,
But I dreamed you your mom was happy along with me too,
I wanted to raise you right, give you things I didn't have,
Now it's a memory of a time that I wish I had,
But I can't be mad or even saddest in the way,
But the image of you is still there when I lay,
And I know your ears are wide open when I pray
Daddy's talking to you, but he don't know what to say,
I wanted to watch you grow a child of my own,
Wanted to hear your voice and see your face wen I got home,
I was set to be half the guidance you would need,
Now I have to dream in order to see you with me,
Maybe you was a little girl who resembled your mom,
Or my little son who looked up to pop,
Either way my heart still melts at your very thought,
And I still love you and that will never stop cause,
-repeat chorus-

Nevaeh Ann Marie, or Landyn T,
The begining of the search to find the man in me,
But it wasn't meant to be at this point in time,
It had me angry on the outside but crying inside.
Then I was ready me and your mother awaited ,
But someone above us both had reason to delay it,
Maybe we were too young we'll never truly know,
I tried to tell myself why but i really truly don't,
What could be so wrong about something so nice?
Something so devined to come in my life but no,
I would never dare to ever call you a mistake,
But if so you're a mistake that I can take,
Our very first daughter that your mother could dress nice,
Or that son of mine that I could of taught rhymes,
But now it's all in thoughts that never came to be,
But I still love you and when you're still the same to me.
-repeat chorus-

I....guess it was time (it was time),
I prepared my life (I prepared my life),
And now I'll cry,
Cause I....wasn't ready yet (wasn't ready yet),
To say goodbye (to say goodbye),
And now I wonder why.
-repeat chorus 2x-