Loyal To The Grave Suffer Going Through Life Lyrics

I close my eyes suffer going through life
The scenery of far-off memory
I lost the picture in the old days
The memory could have been existed
There is nothing anymore but there is something that I keep hoping
Those days when I gave up the dream
I cannot find my bearing, and I keep regretting all the time
Let me alone
On my back, I carry a heavy chain called loneliness
The burning sunlight
I forget how to breathe that pass simply
A sound of colorless cry
Gradually the scream increases to the frenzied uproar that never decreases
It seems to be swallowed in the deep darkness
My heart is drawn
The melody of the picture
In the depth of my heart
I follow the memory of the old days
And the regret of that time the way behind me
The past days are a chain of regrets
Bitterness form-pain
It gets dark before long
My feeling is just overflowed
Like a spiral maze, I am at a loss deeply