The Ceej Ignorance Is Bliss (Cake Mix) Lyrics

I used to not be scared of things in this life
Or even afraid of what happens to me after I die
But then I spent four and a half months thinking how life did me wrong
And now this song
Will prove I'll never get along
Now it's a fact, I hate this place
When you walk in, it will be redecorated in brain matter-grey
I should have made a tighter not
I should have made a deeper slice
If I'da known for just one second the mess that would become my life

So now, I'll go
I still am poor
But life told me, as did you, that I'm not welcome anymore
I think I'm kinda scared that it'll hurt me when I die
To you I grumble
And then I lay down and cry
Life tell me why
I should have died
If I could, at work, I'd kill myself four times or maybe five
I got no more love to give
And so, my life, I cannot live
I should have died
I should have died
Yeah, yeah

(Interlude)

They took all the will I had, they put me away
And that's why I doubt that I can live another day
And I spent four and a half months in my own personal hell
I used to cry
But no more after I die
When you see me, oh yeah, it's true
I'll be in a mahogany box looking up at you
So, you say you'll lock me in and just expect that to cure me?
I guess when I get out, you and everyone will see
That box will go under the floor
You say that after suicide, God won't want me anymore
I'll place my bet that you're just trying to scare me with a lie
It's time to crumble
It's time to lay down and die
Don't let me cry
I'm gonna die
You say for me, you have love, but it's time to take a dive
I got no more love to give
And so no longer, I will live
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna die
Yeah, yeah