Dominatrix Betraying Lyrics

I thought that i was suffering-proof, but i am not.
All i see afterall is pain
when it reaches my thoughts.
When i thought i was free,
i suffered even more.
I thought that i was suffering proof, but i am not.
So please leave me a letter before you go,
i want you here with me, coz i'll miss you so.
I am so sad, i am so alone,
i feel even more sad when my friends are gone.

Look what you've done to me, you're my friend!
If you were someone that i hate
wouldn't hurt this much
you're older than me but i want to be your friend
Don't let me cry before you say
that you hate this image of mine
These tears break the image of the real you
Sorry for being born yesterday