Not By Choice Now That You're Leaving Lyrics

I don't know what to do when the fire's going out
I don't know where it ends and
I don't know where it starts
You tell me that I have to wait until tomorrow
But I don't know if I can make it through today
You will never know
What it's like to be here
what it's like to be me
I won't let it show
What I'm really feeling
now that you are leaving
One year later and the fire's going strong
I don't know what I did and
I don't know what went wrong
You tell me that I have to wait until tomorrow
But I don't know if I can make it through today
You will never know
What it's like to be here
what it's like to be me
I won't let it show
What I'm really feeling
now that you are leaving
now that you are leaving
I don't know what you want from me
it's something that I cannot see
And everything you want from me
is something I will never be (2x)
What it's like to be here
what it's like to be me
I won't let it show
What I'm really feeling
now that you are leaving
now that you are leaving
I wont let it show,
I wont let it show
I wont let it show
I wont let it show
NOw that you are leaving
NOw that you are leaving!