Rainie Thao Vy When I m Gone Lyrics

Have you ever loved someone so much and give an armed for?
Not the expression. No! Literally give an armed for.
When they know they your heart and you know you were their arma
And you will destroy anyone who would tryna harma
But what happens when karma turns right around and bite you
And everything you stand for turns on you despite you
What happens when you become the main source of the pain?
"Daddy look what I made!" "Dad's gotta go catch the plane!!"
"Daddy where's momy? I can't find momy where is she?"
"I don't know go playing Hailie. Babe your daddy's busy
Daddy's writting this song. This song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog and you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
Then put hands on her mother, who a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady. Yah! Babe Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me but tonight Shady's rocka by babe."

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And when I'm gone just carry on
Don't mourn rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on your smilling
And I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back (x2)

I keep having this dream I'm pushing Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You making momy cry. Why? Why is momy cry?
"Babe daddy ain't leaving no more" "Daddy you're lying
You always say that you always say this is the last time
But you'll ain't leaving no more. Daddy you're mine"
She's pilling boxes in front of the door and tryna stop it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave. Daddy no stop it"
Goes in her pockets pulls out a tiny necklace locked
"It's got a picture. This I'll keep you save daddy take it witcha"
I look up it just me stand in the mirror
This ***ing walls must be talking cause manz. I can hear them
They saying: "You've got one more chance to do right and it's tonight
Now go out there and show them that you love them before it's too late"
And just as I go through out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage, they're gone. And this spotlight is on and I'm singing

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Sixty thousand people all jumping down there seats
The curtain closes. They're throwing roses at my feat.
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud. I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me. Help momy her wrist and bleeding!"
"But babe we're in Sweden. How did you get to Sweden?"
"I followed you daddy. You told me that you ain't leaving
You lied to me dad. And now you make momy sad
And I bought you this coin. It said Number One Dad
That's all I wanted I just want to give you this coin
I get the point. Fine! Me and momy are goin'"
"But babe wait!" "It's too late dad, you've made the choice
Now go out there and show them that you love them more than us
That's what they want. They want you Marshall they keep
Screaming your name it's no wonder you can't go to sleep
Just take another pill. Yeah bet you will.
You rap about it. Yeah! Word! K- keep it real"
I hear applause. All this time I couldn't see
How could it be that the curtain is closing on me!!
I turn around find the gun on the ground and c___ it
Put it to my brand, scream "Die Shady" and pump it!
This sky darkens, my life flashing, the plane that I was suppose to be on crashes
And burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringing
These birds singing. It's spring and Hailie's outside the swinging
I walk right up to Kim and kiss her tell her I miss her
Hailie just smile and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say...

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