Kanye West Bittersweet Poetry feat. John Mayer Lyrics

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I dont want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And she claim she only with me for the currency,
You cut me deep b____ cut me like surgery
And I was to proud to admit that it was hurtin me
I'd never do that to you at least purposely
We breakin up again we makin up again
but we dont love no more
I guess we f___in then
Have you ever felt like you wanted to kill her
and you mixed them emotions with tequilla
and you mixed that with a little bad advice
on one of them bad nights
you have a bad fight
and you talkin bout her family her aunts and s___
and she sayin muhfucka yo mama's a b____
you know domestic drama and s___
All the attitude
ill never hit a girl but ill shake the s___ out of you
but im'a be the bigger man
big pimpin like jigga man
oh i figure its

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I dont want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And my n____ says I shouldn't let her worry me
I need to focus on the girls we gettin currently
But I've been thinking and it got me back to sinking it
This relationship, it even got me back to drinking now
This Hennessey, is gon be the death of me
And I always thought that you havin my child was our destiny
But I can't even vibe wit you s__ually
Cause every time that I try you will question me
Say "you f___in them girls, disrespecting me?
You don't see how your lies are affecting me?
You don't see how our life was supposed to be?
And I never let a n____ get that close to me!
And you ain't cracked up to what you was supposed to be!
You always gone! You always be where them hoes would be!"
And it's the first time she ever spilled her soul to me!
I f___ed up and I know it G
I guess it's bittersweet poetry