Hmong If I Should Die Lyrics

Oooohoo time
yeaya
what a wonderful day

if i should die
i'd wish to sing you a song
break down and let you know who i was all along
thanks to whoever for putting up with me
i made my share of mistakes in this life that i leave
so what if i tried to hard i just wanna be loved
i had my questions and doubts when i looked up above
but i know you exist why would you abanon me
i never saw your face but there were times when you touched me
i can't wait to see you but i feel now is not the time
i need to prevail and conquer whats mine
but if you need to take me i suggest that you do
so for now i should fight all my battles on my own
theres to much work to do
i can sleep when i'm dead
get rid of this alchohol thats eating my head
i want to be as close to perfect as i can be
catch your sereniy and leave this world complete
and i'll never be a star mother f*ck the fame
at least i know it in my heart because i'll never be the same
i just visualize my unborn child's eyes
so sacrifice to give him a better life
i just want to see redemption cause i ain't never been happy
i hide from this world because i don't think they understand me
they'll never figure out as long as hard as i fight
i guess they'll hear it through the air tonight