Sugar Tampaxxx You make me wanna die Lyrics

I've always wanted to be blond
wear a crown upon my head,...walk to you
keep my head so high, my head held high
but you push me down and you put me down, and it makes me wanna run
and you are inside of me and i guess you'll always be
you make me feel ugly
you make me feel bad
you make me feel so unlucky
you make me feel like you
you make me feel like you
you make me feel like you
I dont wanna be you

And you make me wanna die

One, two, three, oh...
I've always wanted to be god
and live upon a hill oh and just f___ with everyone
I've wanted f___ with Johnny, and i've wanted f___ with Billy
I've wanted forget your face, i've seen it in the darker of my days
oh you look like my mother, and you look like my husband
oh baby sometimes you look like me, oh angel sometimes you look like me
I don't wanna be me!!!

And you make me wanna die