New Born Division In The Face Lyrics

I know I'll find some place new
A place to hide far from you
And never mind if I'm gone
At least I'm fine, though I'm stuck in somebody else

Now I'm out there on my own
And I'm giving up everything
I f___ed up at anything I undertook
I feel like I'm left alone but I know that a m____fucka's on my side
And I wonder how I'm able to be feeling fine
I've been so alone that I'll go anywhere he f___ing takes me
Leaving my life behind
And I feel so hollow and cold that I won't even ever try to fight
Cause I know that I've been the weak one all my life

I'm on my knees but I'm not praying
So kick me in the face
The time I was living is far away
So kick me in the...

For some reason I feel safe
So kick me in the face
The time I'll be leaving's not far away
So kick me in the...

I've nothing to hide from no one
You'll see it in my empty eyes
You'll waste your time if you try
To read my mind through my hollow and heavy look

I'm on my knees but I'm not praying
So kick me in the face
The time I was living is far away
So kick me in the...

For some reason I feel safe
So kick me in the face
The time I'll be leaving's not far away
So kick me in the...

And I know I'll wait but how long ? So long
I'll let you think that I'm a m_________ing freak
Yeah but don't you speak cause we both know you're weak
And that's one body but two wicked souls
Who'd do just anything to break back out of the hole
I'll let you think that I'm a m_________ing freak
And now don't you blink cause you've just touched lunacy
From then your mind will try to detach from your soul