Smashing Pumpkins The everplasting gale Lyrics

You know Im not dead
Now you know where Ive been
As you sleep
Torn I am
Weighted down
Patiently
Born of love
You know Im not dead
Im just living in my head
Forever waiting
On the ways of your desire
You always find a way
And thru it all
Into us all you move
Forgotten touch
Forbidden thought
We can never have enough
You know Im not dead
Found below
The creatures scream
Stranglehold
A God machine
Begging to
Tear us out
Worn as hope
You know Im not dead Im just the tears inside your head
Forever waiting
On the ways of your desire
You always find a way
And thru it all into us all you move
Forgotten touch
Forbidden thought
We can never have enough
You know Im not dead

We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze
Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway
But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every c.o.g.
The fickle fascination of an everlasting god
You know Im not dead

Im just living in my head
Forever waiting
Forever waiting on cruel death
You know Im not dead
Im just living for myself
Forever waiting
You know Im not dead