DEESTYLISTICS Deestylistics - Hard To Love A Gangster Lyrics

baby u noe its hella hard for me to love a gangsta
u making me full of misery nd all this anger
i could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
baby u noe its hella hard for me to love a gangsta

times is in the wind, slowly drifting apart
each nd everyday's take away my heart til theres nuthin left
but memories fillin up inside like heavy rain
til i opens up nd twist it down
thats wen u understand my pain
out in the streets wid my bois we were ghetto balla empty nuthin unplemmployed
we all had it rough thru ghetto years happened
but wusnt that enuff caught up in the love
then u didn't even calm of love
til ur tears streamin down ur eyes
let ur heart broken a promise like
think about me in despites who what wonder why
time change like everything relationships rearrange
love is like a wealth people willing to cheat
nuthin strange ever on me the cycle of peace
'nd im giving u love never knew what it was
if i did i wont part the cloud nd let the sunshine hold u tight appreciate u ever
being mine.

baby u noe its hella hard for me to love a gangsta
u making me full of misery nd all this anger
i could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
baby u noe its hella hard for me to love a gangsta

them g_______ fighting i have never complained
i may happie u wus man but ur heart i couldn't obtained
but its too late nd im in over my head
i pray each day that u wont lie with the dead
but im in love wit a gangster thats the way that it goes
down wen u had money i wus down when u wus broke
no matter situation i wus there by ur side
smiling and the foolish tears fallin fr0m my dark brown eyes
so whats is gonna take for u to open up to me
swallowing ur pride nd spend sometime wid me
its hard to love a gangsta i can clearly see
wen ur bois over there tell me, u needed me
its 5 in the morning 'nd u still aint home
u out wid bois in the streets alone
something inside telling me that something might be wrong
no patient, no message, u aint picking up ur fone
what am i to do when i got a thug for a man
theres so many things that is hard to comprehend
i n0e i alwais wanted a thug in my life
but this pain is killing me like a sharp knife...

baby u noe its hella hard for me to love a gangsta
u making me full of misery nd all this anger
i could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
baby u noe its hella hard for me to love a gangsta

livin this life as a thug aint easy
hard to find a girl in this world to please me
so i give myself wid u u give urself to me
even though im never around alwais wid the bois duin it down
.....catchin cases i noe its hard to love a g
but even though i put u thru all this misery
u still here waiting for me
nd sumtimes i wonder why all the bullshiet i got u thru
having u feelin the blues nd u still alwais stay true
u have to trust that u will fit
thats why i give u my heart
girl, never find a lady like u in this world
u my gangsta queen im ur king u my grl u my everythang
my life is so isnt life widout u, feels so cold
im jes lettin u noe im alwais gonna be right here
never leave ur side so show no fear
u alwais show me that u care
thats why u my down a__ shorty for life
u my girl, u my shorty, u my wife

baby u noe its hella hard for me to love a gangsta
u making me full of misery nd all this anger
i could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
baby u noe its hella hard for me to love a gangsta