Deestylistics Hard to Love a Gangsta Lyrics

baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta
you making me full of misery snd all this anger
i could never turn my cheek and call you a stranger
baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta

times is in the wind, slowly drifting apart
each and everyday's take away my heart til there's nothin' left
but memories fillin up inside like heavy rain
til it opens up and twist it down
thats when you understand my pain
out in the streets wid my boys we were ghetto balla empty nothin unemployed
we all had it rough through ghetto years happened
but wasn't that enough caught up in the love
then you didn't even calm of love
til your tears streamin down your eyes
let your heart broken a promise like
think about me in despites who what wonder why
time change like everything relationships rearrange
love is like a wealth people willing to cheat
nothin strange ever on me the cycle of peace
and i'm giving you love never knew what it was
if i did i won't part the cloud and let the sunshine hold you tight appreciate you ever
being mine.

baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta
you making me full of misery and all this anger
i could never turn my cheek and call you a stranger
baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta

them g_______ fighting i have never complained
i may happy you was man but your heart i couldn't obtained
but it's too late snd i'm in over my head
i pray each day that you won't lie with the dead
but i'm in love with a gangster that's the way that it goes
down when u had money i was down when you was broke
no matter situation i was there by your side
smiling and the foolish tears fallin from my dark brown eyes
so what's it gonna take for you to open up to me
swallowing your pride and spend sometime with me
it's hard to love a gangsta i can clearly see
wen your boys over there tell me, you needed me
it's 5 in the morning and you still ain't home
you out with the boys in the streets alone
something inside telling me that something might be wrong
no patient, no message, you ain't picking up your phone
what am i to do when i got a thug for a man
there's so many things that is hard to comprehend
i know i always wanted a thug in my life
but this pain is killing me like a sharp knife...

baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta
you making me full of misery nd all this anger
i could never turn my cheek and call you a stranger
baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta

livin this life as a thug ain't easy
hard to find a girl in this world to please me
so i give myself with you, you give yourself to me
even though im never around always with the boys duin it down
.....catchin cases i know it's hard to love a g
but even though i put you through all this misery
you still here waiting for me
and sumtimes i wonder why all the bullshiet i got you through
having you feelin' the blues and you still always stay true
you have to trust that you will fit
that's why i give you my heart
girl, never find a lady like you in this world
you my gangsta queen im your king you my girl you my everythang
my life is so isn't life without you, feels so cold
i'm just lettin' you know i'm always gonna be right here
never leave your side so show no fear
you always show me that you care
that's why you my down a__ shorty for life
you my girl, you my shorty, you my wife

baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta
you making me full of misery and all this anger
i could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta