Sky Babies The Sadness Lyrics

Uninspired and so tired, in here on my own
Thoughts escape me and of lately I'm so very low
Numb right to the core
And I don't want to talk
You said I'm not depressed, but laughter's not happiness
When inside I'm falling apart
I wish I was still sixteen; contentment was more than a faint memory
That I can't get back
What I blamed became the cause for listening to what I've been
Told by you: your f___ing lies, my paranoia
I can see it's not related to the colour of my eyes that burn
It's a chemical imbalance in my brain or something much worse
Now I'm suffocating in The Sadness
I'm powerless to resist
'Cause I can only see a world
Devoid of happiness
Set my aims too high too soon
Disappointment looms
I've never been so far from god but I cannot ask for
Him to forgive me this time
'Cos I still do all the things which break down the bridges between
Me and him I can't get back
Ill shut the door and ill look myself inside
Prisoner of my own mind
These four walls around, they are looming in and
The ceiling above is inching down and down
(I need to find a way to make it stop)
Nothing happens, the seconds shorten
And time flooding by as it leaves me to drown
Drowning in The Sadness
I'm powerless to resist
'Cause I can only see a world
Devoid of happiness
And I have plummeted into The Sadness
And it has taken control
Like cancer spreading through my heart
To waste my withered soul
And I am dead to the world
Surrendered to the greatest force
That I have ever known
I am just a particle in a black hole