ABACABB Destruction (New) Lyrics

I am lost for words. This is a science. I have my own techniques. Things won't be the same again.
I won't come down from this high. I am bigger than this...
I drowned myself out. Realism and time has been gone for years.
Everything that was keeping me here is destroyed.
I know the hardest part for you is
To watch me do this to my self, but you have to step back. I have control of everything.
Nobody can stop me, so just sit the f___ back and observe
Destruction.
It is time for my destruction.